I blame myself For the tears that I've cried I blame myself that I always tried Your love was my drug Could never get enough I blame myself for chasing that high You were my dealer Always happy to provide Now I'm the griever No longer by your side The comedown wrecked me No more poison to inject me My own blame, not something I'll hide Just left with these demons fighting me inside Dealt and drugged, Got me dopamine hooked The hit from your approval Turned to a low from the removal My choice to partake Your love was deceptively fake Took me to a high On that hit, you knew I relied I blame myself For falling a victim To the one grafting women Only to try n trick them I blame myself for being naive For trusting dealers wanting to deceive Love is a drug Addictive, it feels good It shouldn't be pain Just for the suppliers gain Recovery is a long road Whilst stuck in self distruct mode But the end is now in sight It won't happen over night Dealt and drugged, Got me dopamine hooked The hit from your approval Turned to a low from the removal My choice to partake Your love was deceptively fake Took me to a high On that hit, you knew I relied you got me hooked on that dopamine high (that dopamine high) no more poison the end is finally in sight (insight) I'll finally see the light (see the light) see the light see the light (see the light)
