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Hate (Ft. Angie)

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Thank you so much Angie, you are the absolute best! I love you ❤️ Angie's profile: https://suno.com/@angieangi Album: https://suno.com/playlist/38e56d80-f5bc-4fd5-b521-ca0cf705a971 --- Last week, I said I'd probably stop publishing. Streams seemed to be back, now they seem gone again. So I'm still unsure. I guess we'll see. I don't know why Suno hates its community so much... Regardless, I love the tool and the new model. So, in the meantime, I keep on creating... My first v5.5 project was to create an album (dark pop, alt rock). I've recycled a bunch of lyrics and wrote a few new songs (including this one; though Angie wrote most of it.) Not sure whether I'll publish the other ones yet. But they're in the album. So if you must absolutely hear them, you can listen to the album! Or don't. Whatever.🤷‍♂️ ❤️ === I leave myself and still come back To the same old skin I never asked I look into the mirror, but it's not me there Just a stranger wearing all my fear I hate this body that I need to survive It hurts me daily, but it's all I have I'm screaming underneath this skin Begging to be let out, I'm trapped within I hate this silence I hate this skin I hate the war That I'm trapped in I hate this body That won't let me free And I hate the monster That's wearing me Every day is another fight Another morning just to survive This body doesn't want to be me It holds me down, it buries me It steals my voice, it steals my sleep And leaves me shaking on my two feet I hate this body that I need to survive It hurts me daily, but it's all I have I'm screaming underneath this skin Begging to be let out, I'm trapped within I hate this silence I hate this skin I hate the war That I'm trapped in I hate this body That won't let me free And I hate the monster That's wearing me I cry but the tears don't show I break and nobody knows I'm alive but only know pain Trapped inside a monster wearing my face I can't escape, am I insane? I'm out of breath, I'm out of faith, I'm out of place I hate this silence I hate this skin I hate the war That I'm trapped in I hate this body That won't let me free And I hate the monster That's wearing me I hate this skin, I hate this face I hate the shape that carries my pain I'm disconnected, numb for days A ghost inside my DNA