[Chorus] I’m not healed I’m just breathing through the pain I never named These old scars Still are louder than the words I’ve ever prayed If I fall Let me fall into a life I haven’t stained I’m not healed But I’m trying I’m trying to be brave [Intro] Late light on the floor Dust in the air like snow Every step I take Echoes where you let me go [Verse 1] Years crawl in circles Same four walls Same ghost I trace the lines on my skin Counting every hurt I host You left your shadow in my chest Nailed to every broken oath I keep asking if this ache Is all that I’ll ever know [Bridge] I’m tired of bleeding in the dark Tired of talking to your name If time is kind Then why Does it walk right past my frame? I stitch myself in crooked thread Shake in every fragile frame But there’s a spark inside the ruin That still refuses to be tamed (yeah) [Chorus] I’m not healed I’m just breathing through the pain I never named These old scars Still are louder than the words I’ve ever prayed If I fall Let me fall into a life I haven’t stained I’m not healed But I’m trying I’m trying to be brave [Solo Piano and Guitar] [piano carries the chorus chords Bare and slow; over it A weeping guitar climbs and bends Then both crash into one last unresolved cadence] [Outro] Soft light through the window Hands shake But they still rise Every day I wake and whisper “I won’t drown in you tonight” (tonight) I’m not healed But I’m here And for now That’s alright