[Intro] Yeah… M in my life… mean more than a method ever did [Verse 1] No exit sign, just a spiral I’m stuck in, Same damn circle, self-destruct button Crystal-clear lies had me feelin’ like somethin’, Whole time I was nothin’, just a puppet malfunctionin’ F*ck— I was married to the method, committed to decay, Every hit wrote a vow I’d repeat every day “M” in my blood, “M” in my brain, “M” in the mirror whisperin’ stay in the pain Meth, misery, madness—it branded my chest, Made me bow to a god that demanded my breath I was diggin’ my grave but callin’ it rest… That ain’t livin’, that’s death dressed up as a test [Chorus] No way out—I was locked in that “M” Every road led back just to rot there again But another “M” showed up, cut through the end… Now I’m stuck in between what I lost and what I defend Meth had me… but you had me more Tiffany, you kicked down that locked-ass door I was drownin’ in poison, you dragged me to shore… Now I’m breathin’ again but I’m questionin’ more [Verse 2] Yeah, puzzle this— Same letter, two paths, two fates in a line, One “M” killin’ me slow, one savin’ my mind One took everything, left me hollow and blind… One gave me a reason I ain’t had to find You saw a man in a mess full of scars and lies, Saw past the smoke in my bloodshot eyes While I’m chasin’ a ghost, you was chasin’ my life… Pulled me out the abyss with your bare hands, right? Damn— I ain’t built for savin’, I was built to collapse, Every bridge I touched turned to ash and relapse But you stood in the fire, no stepin’ back… While I’m fightin’ myself, you was fightin’ that trap [Bridge] Wait— Was it love or war that you waged on me? Was I chained to the drug or afraid to be free? Was that “M” really meth or the mark I could be… If I flipped that meaning and let myself see? [Verse 3] Now I’m standin’ clean but my mind still splits, One side say “live,” other side say “hit” One “M” still callin’, tryin’ hard not to slip… But the other one’s you, and you ain’t lettin’ me quit So I choose that “M” that don’t poison my veins, That don’t whisper my worth is attached to my pain That don’t turn every heartbeat to shackles and chains… But builds me a man from the wreck and the stains Yeah, I miss that fire, I admit that truth, But it burned everything—ain’t nothin’ to prove Now I’m fightin’ for us every day I move… ‘Cause I almost lost life, but I found it in you [Chorus] No way out—I was locked in that “M” Every road led back just to rot there again But another “M” showed up, cut through the end… Now I know which one I’ma choose ‘til the end Meth had me… but you got me still Not as a slave, but a man with a will From death in a pipe to a life that’s real… Two “M”s in my story—one kills, one heals [Outro] Yeah… Funny how one letter can bury or build One “M” almost killed me— The other one healed.
