I used to think a 5th of Rum would take my pain away, I was puffing on this maryjane looking for an escape but now i know it only masks the pain, I know that I can't keep running away, I was trying to distract myself from the rain, you gotta keep it pushing through the hard times believe me there will be brighter days, you're forever in my heart i reminisce about you each and everyday, since you been gone it hasn't been the same, im trying to maintain but lately its been hard sometimes i feel like I'm losing my mind I think im going insane, sometimes its hard but I still pray please lord give me strength, to conquer all my demons, see the lessons in my losses and the error in my ways, all i want is the dough fuck the fame, I'm trying to be the one to relieve these generational pains, i hear them say, trials and tribulations is what makes a man great... Fuck a hater, I cant relate tunnel vision through the bullshit when the pressure come let's see if you a diamond or you crush like a grape, its all love but if its ever hate, stay the fuck out my way, silverback I love my apes fuck with my clan you will regret the day, as long as I am breathing I stay plotting and scheming put in work towards the dream and you know its fuck the opps, only got love for the team and to all my fallen angels i will see you in my dreams, I used to think a 5th of Rum would take my pain away, I was puffing on this maryjane looking for an escape but now i know it only masks the pain, I know that I can't keep running away, I was trying to distract myself from the rain, you gotta keep it pushing through the hard times believe me there will be brighter days, you're forever in my heart i reminisce about you each and everyday, since you been gone it hasn't been the same, im trying to maintain but lately its been hard sometimes i feel like I'm losing my mind I think im going insane, sometimes its hard but I still pray please lord give me strength, to conquer all my demons, see the lessons in my losses and the error in my ways..
