Anymore

(Whoa-oh...) (Whoa-oh...) The room explodes, they're singing loud I laugh like nothing's wrong I slip away before the last call Before they notice I'm gone The cold night hits, I lock the door Headlights blur in the rain The rear-view mirror knows my face Better than it knows my name Every little crack I hide Shows a little more tonight I'm exhausted carrying A stranger through my life I don't wanna fake it anymore (Anymore!) I've been disappearing Right in front of everyone Every "I'm alright" Built another wall I've carried this weight Long enough If this is rock bottom... At least I know which way is up Whoa-oh... Anymore... Whoa-oh... Not anymore... The music fades behind the glass Their shadows cross the street They're still inside remembering me While I'm forgetting me I know they never meant to miss The storm behind my eyes I got so good at hiding it Even I believed the lie Every little crack I hide Finally lets the light get in Maybe saying how I feel Is where healing begins I don't wanna fake it anymore (Anymore!) I've been disappearing Right in front of everyone Every "I'm alright" Built another wall I've carried this weight Long enough If this is rock bottom... At least I know which way is up If I let the silence speak Will anybody stay? If I stop pretending now... Will somebody know my name? One deep breath... One unlocked door... One honest word... Nothing more... I don't wanna fake it anymore (Anymore!) You can see me breaking But I'm standing up again Every "I'm alright" Doesn't own me now I'm leaving all these borrowed smiles Here on the ground If this is rock bottom... Then this is where I start I don't wanna fake it anymore (Anymore!) This is my beginning... Not my falling apart. Whoa-oh... Not anymore... Whoa-oh... Anymore... If this is rock bottom... I know which way is up.