Remind me how it Feels.... (Remastered)

Welcome to my mind Enter with caution please Im not responsible for any issues within They are eating away at my mind This aint a storybook of once upon a time or happy ever after every path leads towards disaster A movie with no happy ending No sequal or remake to escape my fate Its my reality i cant control Destined to disintergrate How much more abuse can my mind take How much heartache til my heart breaks This yearning for healing makes my soul ache Begging for solace and my escape Remind me how it feels to be alive What shall i do just to survive So far from my home Im all alone No where to turn Im never heard Fly over the cobwebs of memories Crawl throughThe catacombs of misery Endure the swamps of pain and mystery Drown in the oceans of forgotten destiny You better run or hide From my minds great divide A terrible sight to see Please let me be Remind me how it feels to be alive What shall i do just to survive So far from my home Im all alone No where to turn Im never heard Im tossing and turning Forever unlearning the reasons for my anquish and sorrow and sadness, confusion, disillusion no absolution. Im trying unwinding, deciding, unknowing, unwilling, believing deciving The lies i tell myself Im a living or is this hell Is this living or is this heeeeelllll! No where to hide The pain thats hidden in my mind Im living in fear My future is so unclear Please hold me near The end! Remind me how it feels to be alive What shall i do just to survive So far from my home Im all alone No where to turn Im never heard Never heard Never heard Again