Yeah… Hmm… I don't even know how to say this… (I'm tired…) But I'm still here. I wake up every morning with a war inside my head, Smile like I'm okay, but I'm breaking in my bed. Everybody says, “You'll be fine, just give it time,” But they don't hear the voices when I'm alone at night. I've been looking for a way to make the pain disappear, Trying to drown these thoughts, trying not to shed a tear. Sometimes I think of drugs, just to silence everything, Sometimes I wonder if there's peace beyond this suffering. (Oh God…) And I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna hurt anymore. I'm searching for a light But I can't seem to find the door. (Somebody hear me…) If I disappear tonight, would anybody know? Would they feel the weight of the pain I never showed? I'm fighting with my mind, and I'm losing control, But somewhere underneath, there's a little bit of hope. I don't wanna fade away, I just wanna breathe again. If tomorrow comes my way, Maybe I can start again. (I'm still here…) Yeah, I'm still here. I've had conversations with the ceiling till the dawn, Asking why the strength I had is suddenly gone. I see people living like the world is beautiful, While I'm just trying to survive another episode. I thought about the bottle, thought about the powder, Anything to make these thoughts become a little quieter. But there's a voice inside me saying, “Don't give in,” Maybe this ain't where my story has to end. (No, no…) Maybe I don't need to have the answers tonight, Maybe all I need is one more reason to fight. One more sunrise… One more breath… One more chance to say, “I ain't finished yet.” (I'm still here…) Even when it hurts. (Still here…) Even when I'm lost. I don't know tomorrow, But I'll make it through tonight. If I disappear tonight, would anybody know? Would they feel the weight of the pain I never showed? I'm fighting with my mind, but I'm taking back control, There's something underneath all this pain I can't let go. I don't wanna fade away, I just wanna breathe again. If tomorrow comes my way, Maybe I can start again. (Yeah… yeah…) I was almost gone… But I'm still here. Still here… One more breath… One more day… (Don't give up…) I'm still here.
