[Intro] [footsteps, distant humming] I got sparks in my veins and a warning on my wrist “Do not flip the planet” …too late, I already did [Verse 1] Woke up, burned my cereal Melted all the spoons again Therapist just circled “power issues” in a red pen They said “breathe, count to ten” I hit eleven, then the sun blinked Oops Guess we doing this again Neighbors call me “walking hazard” Mom calls me “gifted, just stressed” I call it “can’t touch nothing ’cause I’ll vaporize the desk” Try to keep my cool, but my cool’s a bomb Tick tick tongue Every time I bite it, it bites back, huh [Pre-Chorus] I don’t wanna save the world just wanna save my phone screen Every time I get a text it turns into a smoke machine I’m a walking plot twist with receipts and eyeliner Hands up, deep breath turn the chaos into power [Chorus] Godamn, I need it Power, control, love, I bleed it I’m tired of hiding every flare I feel laughing while the universe peels Godamn, I need it Power, control, love, believe it I’m done pretending I’m “okay, just fine” I want the switch I want the dial this time [Post-Chorus] (hmm-mm) I need it (ah-ah) I need it Delay my choir in the sky while I roll my eyes and try (hmm-mm) I need it Power, control, love on repeat till the floor stops shaking under my feet [Verse 2] Yeah, I signed the little contract “Use your gift for greater good” Checked the box that said “maybe later” ’cause my neighbor’s kinda rude He keeps parking in my driveway So I “accidentally” blink Now his car’s a modern art piece dripping in the kitchen sink (my bad) Text from destiny: “u up?” Left that message on read If fate wants a favor it can buy me dinner first instead I’m not your tragic little weapon with mascara in the rain I’m the girl in sweatpants running late and running flames [Pre-Chorus] I don’t wanna wear a cape I just want a quiet brain But my thoughts glow in the dark like they tryna start a train Every joke I throw is shielding all the tremors in my chest Hands out, deep breath turn this panic into blessed [Chorus] Godamn, I need it Power, control, love, I bleed it I’m tired of praying that I don’t explode laughing while I glitch the code Godamn, I need it Power, control, love, believe it No more “sorry, I was just too much” I want the rules and the reins, and the rush [Bridge] [choir swells in delay, hacked strings] If I snap my fingers right now would you vanish or stay? If I dim the whole sky would you like me that way? If my hands rewrite gravity would you call me insane or say “baby, own that chaos make it say your name”? Fast speech, sharp teeth I been roasting my reflection “Girl, you’re extra, you’re electric you’re a one-woman deflection” But behind every punchline there’s a fuse about to blow So I lace my fear in glitter then I tell it where to go (go) [Breakdown] [drums drop, footsteps, low humming] (hmm-mm) I need it (yeah) I need it Power to pause my heart mid-spin Control to pull the edges in Love that doesn’t flinch when walls bend thin [Chorus] Godamn, I need it Power, control, love, I bleed it I’m done apologizing every spark I’m the storm that owns the
