Sidereal Paradox: Dead Wife Venom (Tide)

(Verse 1) If I wish for them to love me, I must become someone else. I must wear a mask, a lie, as I have been forgotten by Creation itself. Their smiles, their warmth, all vanish like the tide, And I’m left here, my own nature I must deny. (Pre-Chorus) Curse Venus, curse fate, for making me a bringer of joy. Why must I play this role as her ceaseless toy? The stars may shine, but they torment my soul— To spread happiness, yet never be whole. (Chorus) Why was I chosen to bring delight, When a tie to me means death in the night? The threads I weave, the fates I see, Why is the only one not allowed to love… me?” (Verse 2) If love I return, the spiders descend, Weaving a most horrific end. Their venom lurks, it bides its time, Killing the ones I dared call “mine.” (Bridge) The Loom remembers, but all others must forget, Every bond woven turns to regret. My thread remains, frayed and alone, An endless pattern—no home of my own. (Pre-Chorus) Curse Venus, curse fate, for making me a bringer of joy. Why must I play this role as her ceaseless toy? The stars may shine, but they torment my soul— To spread happiness, yet never be whole. (Final Chorus) Why was I chosen to bring delight, When a tie to me means death in the night? The threads I weave, the fates I see, Why is the only one not allowed to love… me?” (Outro) I do not see… Why the only one who should not be happy …is me.