โธป โฑ๏ธ FULL 4-MIN SUNO STRUCTURE VERSION [Intro โ 20โ30 sec | atmospheric build] (slight vocal echo / soft guitars) I donโt know whatโs real anymoreโฆ But I still reach for you in the dark. โธป [Verse 1 โ 45 sec] I wanna go back to the way it used to be Fix all the cracks you left inside of me Every time I reach for you, my heart turns blue โCause youโre not reaching back to me Another fight, another shadow from the past And I swear I thought a version of you would last But you kept fading when I looked your way Like you were never really gonna stay And I swear I thought it was gonna last Now Iโm standing in the ashes of the past Screaming softly, โDo I still love you?โ Or is this just what Iโm used to? โธป [Pre-Chorus โ 25 sec | tension building] I donโt know whatโs real anymore Youโre warm in my hands, then youโre closing the door And I keep thinking maybe Iโm the one to blame But love shouldnโt feel like a runaway train And I know sometimes I carry the shame But this still doesnโt feel like itโs just my name โธป [Chorus โ 45 sec | BIG emotional hit] I wanna fix this, I wanna make it right But Iโm coming undone every time we fight And here comes the darkness pulling me through I think I love youโฆ but how do I know itโs true? I wanna fix this, I donโt understand Why I keep reaching for your disappearing hand Am I just broken, or is it you? Tell me whatโs realโฆ tell me what to do Why do I need you? Why do I need you? โธป [Verse 2 โ 45 sec | deeper emotional spiral] You only feel close when Iโm right there Then you turn to smoke in the cold night air Iโm reading silence like itโs something to solve Like if I try harder, youโll evolve But anxious heart, itโs a catastrophe I smile like youโre finally telling me Something real, something that stays But you slip right through my hands anyway And I donโt know if Iโm chasing a ghost Or just the version of you I love the most โธป [Pre-Chorus 2 โ 25 sec | slightly bigger] I donโt know whatโs real anymore You pull me close then youโre out the door And I keep thinking maybe I misunderstood But love shouldnโt hurt this much when itโs good And I know Iโve got my faults in this too But I still donโt know whatโs real with you โธป [Chorus 2 โ 60 sec | bigger, more intense] I wanna fix this, I wanna make it right But Iโm coming undone every time we fight And here comes the darkness pulling me through I think I love youโฆ but how do I know itโs true? I wanna fix this, I donโt understand Why I keep breaking just to hold your hand Am I just broken, or is it you? Tell me whatโs realโฆ tell me what to do Why do I need you? Why do I need you? โธป [Bridge โ 60โ75 sec | emotional breakdown / climax] Did you lie to me, or did I imagine it all? I build you up just to watch you fall And I hate that I still say your name Like love is supposed to feel like pain If I let go, do I disappear? Or finally breathe for the first time here? But every time I try to leave Youโre the ghost that still breathes in me And I donโt know if itโs love or fear But I canโt tell what keeps me here โธป [Final Chorus โ 60โ75 sec | full emo explosion] I wanna fix this, I wanna make it right But Iโm screaming your name in the middle of the night And here comes the darkness pulling me through I think I love youโฆ but how do I know itโs true? I wanna fix this, I donโt understand Why I keep breaking just to hold your hand Am I just broken, or is it you? Tell me whatโs realโฆ tell me what to do Why do I need you? Why do I need you? Or do I just need to lose you? โธป [Outro โ 20โ30 sec | fade out] I still reach for youโฆ in the darkโฆ Even when youโre not there.
