[Intro - Soul L33k] Soul... --- [Chorus - Soul L33k] I been fighting shadows in the back of my brain Tryna heal my soul but the scars still remain Everybody see the smile, they don’t see the pain I been drowning in myself while I dance in the rain Cold nights, red eyes, heartbeat slow Too far gone but I still won’t fold If I disappear, would anybody know? I’m screaming at the sky but the silence too cold --- [Verse 1 - Soul L33k] Black hoodie in the midnight haze Walking through the city like a ghost for days Head full of static, heart full of rage Young soul trapped in a digital cage Everybody telling me I’ll be alright But they don’t really know what I’m like at night When the room goes dark and the thoughts all fight And the mirror show somebody I don’t recognize Got addictions dressing up like therapy Temporary highs but they bury me I keep running from the version I pretend to be Still searching for a little piece of clarity Friends fade quick when the soul gets heavy Hands shake bad but the mask stay steady I learned pain make a lost kid deadly But surviving every scar already changed me forever --- [Chorus - Soul L33k] I been fighting shadows in the back of my brain Tryna heal my soul but the scars still remain Everybody see the smile, they don’t see the pain I been drowning in myself while I dance in the rain Cold nights, red eyes, heartbeat slow Too far gone but I still won’t fold If I disappear, would anybody know? I’m screaming at the sky but the silence too cold --- [Verse 2 - ScarletDemon] Scar... Scar... Scar... I don’t know what’s real no more Mind too gone, my thoughts are at war Smile outside, my soul stay torn Too many nights feeling reborn Cartoons raised me, them screens are my life Now I can’t tell wrong from right Pills in my hand just calm my mind But every high leave peace behind Late nights staring in the dark Suicidal thoughts tear me apart Feeling so numb, I can’t even cry Too dead inside to feel alive Fake love, fake laughs, fake vibes Too many demons I hide inside Lost myself tryna kill the pain Now I just drown in the rain (rain) Every night feel cold and long Even with people, I feel alone Looking inside, don’t know myself Broken soul with declining health But pressure turned pain into power Darkest minds still bloom like flowers So even lost, I still stand tall Broken inside, survived it all --- [Bridge - Soul L33k] Maybe scars don’t ever fade away Maybe pain just learns another shape But if my heart still beats today Then maybe I ain’t too far away From the person I was meant to be Under all this anxiety Even shattered souls still dream Even broken lights still gleam --- [Final Chorus - Soul L33k] I been fighting shadows in the back of my brain Tryna heal my soul but the scars still remain Everybody see the smile, they don’t see the pain I been drowning in myself while I dance in the rain Cold nights, red eyes, heartbeat slow Too far gone but I still won’t fold If I disappear, would anybody know? Still screaming at the sky but I won’t let go --- [Outro - Soul L33k] (Yeah…) Broken… but breathing Lost… but still dreaming Neon tears in the pouring rain Still alive through the pain
