[INTRO - LONG SUB DRONE] [LOW SUB BASS HUMS FOR A LONG TIME] I’m deranged… [DEEPER SUB / DISTANT REVERB] I’m deranged… I’m… Deranged… [LONG PAUSE] [LIGHT, DISTANT SCREAM] I’M DERANGED… [SUB BASS SWELLS] I’m deranged… I’m deranged… I’m… [WHISPERING LAYERS BEGIN CIRCLING] Deranged… Deranged… Deranged… [BEAT DROPS] [VERSE 1] Repetitive sessions, same room, same reflection Self-inflicted thoughts turning lethal in direction I weaponized my mind, made a prison from perception Every lesson came back looking more like a confession Sixteen bars, mentally surrounded by the madness Ultimate pressure, every sentence coming savage Laughing now, dying later, that’s the joke inside the laughter Running from the past while it’s already in the chapter Razor in my pages, every verse got a scar I don’t need to cut the skin to show you where the damage are I carve it in the writing, let the paper hold the evidence Every line another witness to the war inside my head I got voices in the margins, got the shadows in the text Every paragraph a problem that I haven’t solved yet I’m laughing at the darkness like I finally understand The monster wasn’t underneath me, it was built into the man [HOOK] I’m deranged… Still walking through the rain I’m deranged… Still dancing with the pain Laughing now, dying later That’s the joke the darkness gave me Pages full of broken thoughts But the words ain’t gonna take me I’m deranged… Hear the whole room echo I’m deranged… But I ain’t letting go [VERSE 2] Same thought, different night, same war, different weapon Mind keeps looping like a tape that got neglected I turn trauma into bars, turn the bars into a sentence Turn the sentence into proof that I survived the fucking wreckage I got sixteen in the chamber, but the chamber’s in my mind Every bar another pressure point, every rhyme another sign I can make a room go silent with a syllable and stare Make the ghosts inside the walls feel like somebody’s there I don’t need to scream to make the whole room shake I can whisper one line and make the floorboards vibrate Cold blood, old pain, new scars on the character Every version of myself keeps appearing in the perimeter Laughing now, dying later, hear the irony in that Life threw me every problem, I threw punches right back Now I’m writing all the madness where the margins used to be Put the razor in the pages, let the paper bleed for me [HOOK] I’m deranged… Still walking through the rain I’m deranged… Still dancing with the pain Laughing now, dying later That’s the joke the darkness gave me Pages full of broken thoughts But the words ain’t gonna take me I’m deranged… Hear the whole room echo I’m deranged… But I ain’t letting go [VERSE 3 - RAPID / UNHINGED DELIVERY] Thoughts collide, walls divide, old lies multiply Cold eyes, no disguise, ghosts walking side-by-side Past tense, bad sense, consequences in attendance Every sentence getting darker while I’m sharpening the message No sleep, low heat, heartbeat underneath Old grief, concrete, dragging ghosts beneath my feet Mind split, lights flick, whole room start to twitch Every time I think I’m out, I’m right back inside the glitch But I learned something strange in the middle of the chaos You can stare into the darkness without letting it erase us You can write about the wound without reopening the damage Turn the bloodless page and still make the whole room panic So let the sub shake, let the ceiling vibrate Let the ghost in the corner keep repeating my name I’m deranged, maybe that’s what the world wants me to say But I’m still here writing at the end of the page [BRIDGE - NEARLY SILENT] I’m… deranged… [DISTANT VOICE] Deranged… [LIGHT SCREAM] I’M DERANGED! [EVERYTHING CUTS OUT] … [LOW SUB RETURNS] But I’m still here. [FINAL HOOK - HUGE / HAUNTED] I’m deranged… Still walking through the rain I’m deranged… Still dancing with the pain Laughing now, dying later But the joke ain’t gonna claim me Pages full of broken thoughts And the words became what saved me I’m deranged… Hear the whole room echo I’m deranged… Still I won’t let go [OUTRO - LONG SUB DRONE] Razor in my pages… Ink across the history… Every scar became a sentence… Every sentence… Kept me here. [SUB FADES] I’m… deranged…
