Persona

この世界は　静寂だ 表情がない　生気もない 自分を否定して　捨てて 灰色の背景　色のない日常 (false, truth, lies) 無表情で何も宿っていない ヒトはいつから感情を捨てた？ 生まれた子供　目を開けた時 見えたものは　無情の笑み 子供の僕は　取り残された この世界に　置いてかれた 心宿る僕は　ひとりで彷徨う 皆が全部否定して生きるのに なぜ僕にだけ自己があるのだろう それは唯一の希望なのか？ 過去からのメッセージなのか？ 過去のヒトが残した人格を 僕は絶対に捨てたりしない 無感情で機械的な声色 貴方達はいつからそうなった？ 人格を全て　否定して 中に残ったのは　自分の"拒絶" 灰色の世界(no hope) お前は何者だ？(who are you?) 私はいらない？ 全部全部、削除排除、私はloser！ "自分"を否定するヒト達へ 何故僕に心を残したのですか？ "自己"を拒絶する貴方へ 何故僕に人格を残したのですか…？ 大人の僕は　世界の為に 未来の為に　子供達の為に… 心宿る僕から　"約束"を託そう 皆が沢山　再び笑える様に 過去のヒト達が　救われる様に 未来の子供達に　光を見せる為に 僕はこの人格を次に繋いでいく 灰色の世界がいつか色付くまで 僕が果てるまで　抗おう この世界は静寂だ でも本当の姿はきっと騒がしくて 楽しくて、悲しくて ヒトがそれぞれ自己を持って 人格と共に生きているだろう English translation This world is silent No expressions, no life inside Deny yourself, throw it away A gray backdrop, a colorless life (false, truth, lies) With an empty face, nothing inside Since when did humans throw away their hearts? A newborn child — when they opened their eyes All they saw was a merciless smile The child I was… left behind Abandoned in this world A heart still lives in me as I wander alone While everyone else denies themselves to survive Why am I the only one who still has a self? Is it the one and only hope? Or a message sent from the past? The persona left behind by those before I will never, ever throw it away With a cold, mechanical voice Since when did you all become like this? Denying every trace of a persona All that remained inside was your “rejection” A gray world (no hope) Who are you? (who are you?) Am I unwanted? Delete, erase it all — I’m a loser! To those who deny their “selves” Why did you leave a heart within me? To you who reject your “self” Why did you leave a persona within me…? The grown-up me — for the world For the future, for the children… From the heart I carry, I’ll entrust a “promise” So that everyone can smile once again So the people of the past can be saved So future children can be shown the light I’ll pass this persona on to the next Until this gray world someday finds its color Until the end of me, I will resist This world is silent But its true form must be loud Joyful, sorrowful Each person holding their own self Living together with their own persona