I SUFFERED ENOUGH Powerful Female Rap • Raw Emotion • Anger • Pain • Freedom [Intro — Cold, Spoken] I was already traumatized. I didn’t know how to communicate. I didn’t even know who I was. I wasn’t trying to hurt you. I was trying to survive. [Verse 1 — Sharp, Intense Rap] You called me violent, I started to break, Every year, another piece you’d take. More confused, more wounded, more lost, Ten years of pain, look what it cost. I didn’t know how to speak my pain, I was drowning, trying to explain. I needed understanding, not another fight, I needed someone to see my light. I lost my voice, I lost my name, Started seeing myself through shame. I wasn’t trying to destroy your life, I was a wounded girl trying to survive. [Chorus — Explosive] I SUFFERED ENOUGH! I’VE HAD ENOUGH! TEN YEARS OF HELL WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH! When I see you, I see the past, Every wound comes rushing back! LET ME HEAL! LET ME GO! I DON’T WANT TO BE TRIGGERED ANYMORE! [Verse 2 — Fast, Cutting] I came to America carrying scars, After separation, we drifted apart. I didn’t want marriage, I wanted a friend, But rejection broke me all over again. Year after year, the trauma grew, Until I couldn’t recognize who I was becoming, alone in the dark, Trying to protect my shattered heart. But you don’t owe me friendship now, I finally understand that somehow. I don’t need apologies, don’t need your blame, I just refuse to relive that pain. [Bridge — Spoken, Fierce] That’s why I need a lawyer. Not revenge. Not money. Not punishment. DISTANCE. I don’t need your accountability. I don’t need your forgiveness. I don’t need another conversation. Every time we speak, The past comes back. I’M DONE GOING BACK TO HELL. [Verse 3 — Rising, Victorious] But look at me now, I’m not alone, I found my family, I found my home. People who love me, people who care, I finally know what it means to feel safe somewhere. I’m not that lost girl anymore, I’m not begging at your door. I have my people, I have my peace, And I won’t let the past keep destroying me. [Final Chorus — Full Power] I SUFFERED ENOUGH! I CRIED ENOUGH! I DON’T NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND MY LOVE! LET ME HEAL! LET ME GROW! I DON’T WANT TO BE TRIGGERED ANYMORE! No more fighting! No more explaining! No more ten years of pain! I HAVE MY FAMILY! I HAVE MY LIFE! I’M TAKING BACK MY PEACE TONIGHT! [Outro — Emotional, Firm] Let the judge make the boundaries. Let somebody else communicate. I don’t hate you. I don’t want revenge. I want to heal. And more than anything— I JUST WANT TO BE A MOTHER. To see my daughter. To love my daughter. To be her mother. Without interference. Without the past. Without the pain. I SUFFERED ENOUGH. Let me heal. Let me go. Let me grow. LET ME BE HER MOTHER.
