Hate You (Unhinged)

I HATE YOU!!! F***! [Verse 1] Cold eyes, cold hands, You never loved me, just made demands, A house don’t mean a home When fear’s the thing you’re raised upon. You called it discipline, I call it scars beneath my skin, A child shaking in her room, Learning love meant pain from you. You made me scared of my own voice, Like silence was my only choice, Tell me—how the hell do you sleep Knowing what you did to me? [Pre-Chorus] I was supposed to be your child, Why did you choose to be a mother If you couldn’t love me? Tell me why the hell I begged For someone who kept destroying me. [Chorus] I hate you for letting you control me, Manipulate me, emotionally choke me, Tried to break me down so I’d never leave, Made me hate the girl staring back at me. But I grew up to be someone You can no longer control, No more fear inside my bones, You don’t get to own my soul. You broke me— But I rebuilt what you stole. [Verse 2] Your toxicity got inside my bloodstream, Left me drowning in the lies you fed me, I tolerated all your abuse ‘Cause losing you felt worse than truth. Even when I knew deep down You’d never turn your love around, I was terrified you’d leave— Funny how you never feared losing me. Was I just a mirror for your damage? Another kid to take your anger? Another wound to hide your shame? Tell me—did hurting me ease your pain? [Interlude] [Whispers ] “You’re useless…” “You’re not worth it…” “You’ll never be enough…” “Look at you… pathetic.” “No one will ever love you like I do…” “Stop crying.” “You’re too sensitive.” “Everything is your fault…” “You should be grateful…” “You’re impossible to love…” [Female Rap] Nah—hold up, let me say this, You don’t get to define what my pain is, Spent years tryna heal from the chaos Of a mother who treated love like hatred. I was a child— You hear that? A child. Not a weapon for your bad days, Not a punching bag for your mistakes, Not a mirror for your self-hate. [Whispers cut abruptly] [Female voice — cold / reclaiming] That voice in my head? It was never mine. It was yours. [Chorus] I hate you for letting you control me, Manipulate me, emotionally choke me, Tried to break me down so I’d never leave, Made me hate the girl staring back at me. But I grew up to be someone You can no longer control, No more fear inside my bones, You don’t get to own my soul. You broke me— But I rebuilt what you stole. [Breakdown / Bridge] I was a child. Do you hear me? A child. I needed safety— You gave me fear. I needed love— You disappeared. And somehow I’m the one still healing From wounds you left bleeding. [Final Chorus] I hate you for letting you control me, Manipulate me, try to destroy me, But look at me now— I survived the hell you made. 'Cause I grew up to be someone You can no longer control, You lost your grip the day I learned I was stronger on my own. No—you don’t define me, You don’t get my soul, I’m not your little prisoner… I’m finally letting go.