Wow, what bullshit email to self July seventeenth twenty twenty three oh seven A M No one can probably see this anyway, but do not interact with my account. Someone set a garbage can on fire across the street from my apartment tonight. I could be wrong, but I have reason to believe it was actually a local police officer. If they didn't, I don't understand why they didn't get out and ask the people around if they saw anything, especially the woman across the street who had been yelling horrible shit for however long beforehand. There's been screaming and yelling on this street all month, I have lost track of the bullshit. It is awful. I do not want to be bullied out of my home. I'm terrified of getting sick on top of it. I called 911 and they said a fire truck was already on the way, even though the police officer had left the can in flames. The fire people put it out, but didn't ask anyone if they saw who did it either. This is insane. Even as I write this, another "regular" screamer is saying "get the fuck out bitch" and going off from far away. Normally I would think people were under duress or mentally ill, but I think they might be paid actors. I think people might be paid to infiltrate the protests as well. I fear they are trying to set up situations to make examples of people or use them for a political purpose. I do not want to die, but in the event of my death, NO ONE should receive any kind of payment for any reason. I also hope this isn't used an an excuse to bring more tyranny to Portland - leave one of the few progressive safe havens alone! Thank you for caring, whoever the fuck you are.
