Thanks

Japanese version here https://suno.com/s/Jbn8Mn2n7JOCbUFw ---------------------------------------------- ​My gratitude to my ringing alarm clock now. For always rushing me along. And it's thanks to you I have no more room to breathe today. My gratitude to my little toothbrush here. For brushing all my teeth so clean. And it's thanks to you my mouth sore is stinging so much now. My gratitude to these old and worn-out shoes. For making me put them on today. And it's thanks to you I have to go out to the world. My gratitude to the me that lives today. For staying alive through it all. And it's thanks to you I feel the pain deep inside of me. ​I can’t feel like the things I thought were really mine and the conclusions just come naturally then I pick up reasons later to fit them conveniently and the what-ifs I didn't choose stay there more real than the memories I did select and I don't know if the world in my eyes is reality or a dream extension and only time keeps moving on ​Ah, a butterfly caught in a spiderweb... ​My gratitude to the sun up in the sky. For lighting up the entire world. And it's thanks to you the shadows have grown so very dark. My gratitude to the power of the earth. For never letting go of me. And it's thanks to you I can’t fly away to the sky. My gratitude to the time that flows away. For never stopping for a while. And it's thanks to you I cannot forget everything. My gratitude to the you from long ago. For teaching me what love is like. And it's thanks to you the loneliness keeps on growing. ​Even if I stop thinking Nothing ever ends The night draws near ​Before I can check if what I call emotions truly came from inside or if I’m just echoing someone else I’m forced to make the next choice and I’ve become strangely good at just maintaining this vague state that’s not quite acceptance or giving up and if I think of the reason everything gets fuzzy and I lose track so for now I’ll just name it today and let it end ​Ah, the coffee is warm and I feel at ease ​My gratitude to the kind and gentle moon. For watching over me tonight. And it's thanks to you I cannot hide or lie anymore. My gratitude to the darkness in this room. For hiding me away from light. And it's thanks to you my weakness is in plain sight now. My gratitude to hazy memories. For coming back to me again. And it's thanks to you I want to redo it all again. My gratitude to the little you right here. For staying close by my side now. And it's thanks to you I have learned what sadness is. ​Don’t get me wrong I’m truly grateful Thank you, thank you. ​Is that butterfly still alive? Inside my memory, it keeps struggling forever. ​My gratitude to you whose name I don't know. For avoiding me on the street. And it's thanks to you I didn't have to get hurt today. My gratitude to the teacher from that day. For saying no and denying me. And it's thanks to you it’s all still continuing on. My gratitude to someone out there now. For giving me a little praise. And it's thanks to you I’ve learned how to doubt everything. My gratitude to the night of osmanthus. For making me feel nostalgic. And it's thanks to you I cannot fall asleep at all. ​It doesn't mean a thing Just a habit of mine I shouldn't have looked I shouldn't have thought If it's stuck and won't fade Then let it be Pretending I don't hear... That’s fine...