stuck in limbo, can’t escape. feeling nimble, yeah, my body aches. memories slowly crawl back in, like the pain is underneath my skin. everybody says it fades with time, but the quiet only gets too loud at night. i keep trying not to lose control, while the dark keeps digging through my soul. can i escape for the night? chasing stars, falling into moonlight. trying to outrun my mind somehow but i need you now, i need you now. every time i push you away, you tell me that you’re here to stay. afraid of getting way too close, still you step in when i need you most. tell me this is forever, remind me when i crash. tell me this is forever, every time i hit the wall too fast. i wanna be sound, but the noises in my head get loud. saying i should let myself fall, still you catch me every time ( i hit the wall ). right now it feels like something inside me is tearing itself apart quietly. like a battle nobody talks about, cause pretending’s easier than figuring it out. maybe silence is what’s killing us, maybe we all hurt but don’t say enough. i would give everything without a second thought, now i’m learning not everybody does. can i escape for the night? chasing stars, disappearing in the moonlight. trying to breathe through it all somehow but i need you now, i need you now. every time i push you away, you tell me that you’re here to stay. afraid of getting way too close, still you step in when i need you most. tell me this is forever, remind me when i crash. tell me this is forever, every time i hit the wall too fast. i wanna be sound , but the noises in my head get loud. saying i should let myself fall, still you catch me every time i hit the wall. now it feels less like a war around me. more like a war against me , and i’m the only one fighting. i keep carrying hearts that would drop mine, giving everything every single time. maybe that’s the part that hurts the most, knowing i’d stay when nobody else won’t. can i escape for the night? chasing stars under broken moonlight. if i fall apart, would you hold me now? cause i need you now, yeah, i need you now. still you catch me every time ( i hit the wall )
