[Verse 1] Because I'm a closet tweaker Nobody even knows Tight T‑shirt on my frame Same hoodie on the floor at home With my whip and my pants just saggin' Feet draggin' through the store Eyes red Mind racing But I still play it cool at the door I got like four felons Not even the boss in my phone Couple names that I don't mention I just learned to move alone Paranoid at every siren Thinking everybody knows But they only see the jokester Never see me when I’m close to explode [Chorus] Closet tweaker Hiding in the bathroom mirror (Jaw tight, hands shake) But I make that picture clearer They don’t see the twitch They just see me as a leader (Boom boom boom) Heart like a blown-out speaker Closet tweaker Laughing like I’m fine I’m fine Shadows in the back of my mind I’m a closet tweaker Staring at the ceiling tiles Trying to fake these smiles [Verse 2] Whole fam think I’m busy Say I’m always on the go They ain’t seen the way I pace Back and forth across the floor Hit the spot Say "what's good?" Nod once Then I ghost Every handshake feel like handcuffs Every favor feel like I owe Told my mom I’m doing better Changed the subject when she pressed She just wants some grandkids I just wanna get some rest Keep a mask up for my brothers Keep my story in my chest If they ever saw the replays They would never see me as blessed [Chorus] Closet tweaker Hiding in the bathroom mirror (Jaw tight, hands shake) But I make that picture clearer They don’t see the twitch They just see me as a leader (Boom boom boom) Heart like a blown-out speaker Closet tweaker Laughing like I’m fine I’m fine Shadows in the back of my mind I’m a closet tweaker Staring at the ceiling tiles Trying to fake these smiles
