Invested

I told my friends I wasn't gonna come Then spent an hour picking what to wear Changed my shirt like seven times And checked my hair in every mirror there You walked in twenty minutes late And suddenly I forgot everybody's name I hate that I remember stupid things Like how your jacket smelled like rain I wrote your birthday in my notes Don't ask me why, I don't even know Maybe that's a little weird But honestly I've done worse before Now I'm standing in the bathroom line Practicing conversations in my mind And every version sounds dumb anyway You look at me and I lose my train of thought Spent all night pretending that I'm not Counting every second that you're looking my way Maybe I'm a little too invested Maybe I've completely lost perspective But if you held my hand right now I'd probably think about it for months Last week I found your old account And accidentally liked a photo from July I panicked for an hour straight Then threw my phone across the room and died I know your favorite movie now And the bands you played back in high school I swear I'm not obsessive I just notice things about you You asked me if I'm having fun And somehow that was enough To make my heart start acting like We're already in love Everybody's talking way too loud But somehow you're the only thing I hear And that should probably scare me You look at me and I lose my train of thought Spent all night pretending that I'm not Counting every second that you're looking my way Maybe I'm a little too invested Maybe I've completely lost perspective But if you held my hand right now I'd probably think about it for months Tomorrow I'll replay this night Like twenty-seven thousand times Analyze every single word And wonder if you meant that smile My friends are gonna roll their eyes When I bring you up again But I can already tell This isn't gonna end You look at me and I lose my train of thought Spent all night pretending that I'm not Counting every second that you're looking my way Maybe I'm a little too invested Maybe I've completely lost perspective But if you kissed me right now I'd write about it for years I'd write about it for years I'd write about it for years