[ (C) 2026 Joseph M Lenard media SEND US FEEDBACK (via CTP Show): https://www.buzzsprout.com/2210487/fan_mail/new - https://tinyurl.com/SubscribeToCTP - CTP Audios: https://tinyurl.com/CTPonBuzzsprout - CTP Videos: https://tinyurl.com/CTPonBITCHUTE - https://tinyurl.com/CTPgear - https://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitGear - AI images/videos/audio CTP uses: https://tinyurl.com/GalaxyMagicaAI - https://tinyurl.com/BookPromotionViaFiverr ] [intro - thrash metal, rage metal, stylings] My online (social-media) self-reflection call-out of myself - style PSYCHOFRENIA SERIES (rather than CONTRADICTORY STYLES MAN) . Chaos of: Rant hard then self-aware pivot then laugh at yourself then rant again then call yourself out then repeat - ADHD/OCD style. [Verse 1] Scrollin' through my feed See my face again Is that really me Or some digital twin I type a big long rant About the world's deep flaws Then pivot fast Before everyone saw [Prechorus] My brain's a wild zoo Monkeys on the loose [Chorus] Oh my digital ghost You're the most I'm a mess a beautiful mess Online I confess I'm a digital ghost Lost and found and lost Again [Verse 2] Post a picture smiling Sunlight in my hair Inside I'm really screaming Don't nobody care Then I see a comment Someone gets my vibe I laugh out loud so hard My whole spirit revives [Bridge] It's a crazy cycle This online life A daily psycho circus Full of strife I'm... wait... where was I lost in my own thread almost like voices in a PSYCHOFRENIA head. [Chorus] Oh my digital ghost You're the most I'm a mess a beautiful mess Online I confess I'm a digital ghost Lost and found and lost Again [Outro - spoken or half-sung over fading chaos] If I hadn’t learned to just let it go… My ADHD/OCD would’ve eaten me alive years ago Endless revisions, never shipping, never done… But here I am — still messy, still releasing… If you’re stuck in the same loop, hear this from me: Learn to [as the Disney tune suggests] let it go… or it will never be free Recognize the chaos… laugh a little… and still say “but NOT FUNNY!” Online Chaos… Psychofrenia… and I’m still trying to ease breathing [CREATOR CLOSING NOTE: and that there was/is a VERSION TWO further speaks to the POINT (as the Disney tune suggests) LET IT GO, I did indeed do a V2 BUT THERE WILL NOT BE V3-V999 follow ups. LOL https://x.com/JLenardMichigan/status/2037385183347818858 ]
