I had the opportunity to see real strength Sometimes we get so confused We are trained to think it is something else Is it by mistake or are you being mentally abused They tell us to build a wall Somewhere to hold all your trauma Keep it in there and get on with life It is even harder if you are the mama You think you get to raise children Without them lashing out You have all those scars from childhood But teaching them right and wrong is what it's about You catch it from the others you love Siblings know how to turn that knife They know you since you were little Please be kind, I adore my wife Friends are where you get surprised You feel so safe, you let them in You let down your guard When they ghost you the confusion begins It is ok, just more to pack in Put it all behind that wall You keep going because that is who you are The higher you climb, the bigger the fall You seem so kept together But we know you navigated all kinds of weather Then the cracks start to appear Did I just have a panic attack? That's not me, let's make that perfectly clear Is that wall holding up or is that a crack? Why is this happening? What am I to do? Just soldier on That's just you Feeling hot from the inside out The mind only thinking about the worst I need to just get out of here Not now, on a plane. Am I cursed Maybe if I try to take a look The wall is clear, let's take a look inside Write a book, that will do it Get ready it's going to be a wild ride The emotions start flooding in Like a dike that has broken It's not going to be fast and easy It's like something has awoken It's either going to break you Or it could be the starting point It's your life, fight to get it back I am here for you, you won't disappoint So you grab her walked up those stairs Decided it is time to help your mama Seeing you make yourself vulnerable Crying you gave him a hug to stop the drama You are the most important person in my life I love you with all my heart and soul Without you, I am the shell of a man You saved me, that was your role You seem so kept together But we know you navigated all kinds of weather
