January's dark when I wake up, dark when I go home February I can barely get out of bed March was supposed to change something April's just cold rain on dirty snow May I pretend I'm feeling better June I almost believe it for a week July I'm too tired to enjoy it August I realize I wasted it again Going through the months again Barely holding on through most of them Every year it's the same thing I'm just here, trying to get through it September the darkness starts coming back October I feel it closing in November I can't remember the last time I felt okay December I'm just trying to make it to next year Then it's January again and nothing's changed Still the same person, same problems Another year I thought would be different And I'm still stuck in it Going through the months again Barely holding on through most of them Every year it's the same thing I'm just here, trying to get through it Something someone said in June I didn't think about it until now It was something I didn't like Weird how I remember that Going through the months again Barely holding on through most of them Every year it's the same thing I'm still here Still going through it Yeah, still going through it
