Harmless creature I can not explain The damage you’ve done Your life of charades You tried to be someone You made your own rules You danced with the devil Poor misguided fool The self you’ve created The deals that you make You’ve abandon your future For a past that you hate Why did I wander off so far away? Left my home led myself astray What did I see here why did I stay Can’t find a reason can’t find my way Back to my future my past lives today Why did I think? I had to lock all the doors Cover my windows Hide in my store And where a disguise To look like I had control I found my addiction My new acting roll The self you’ve created The deals that you make You’ve abandon your future For a past that you hate Denial betrayal lies and deceit Confused and frustrated tired and week No meaning no purpose Guided by fear Not knowing when to stop Why isn’t it clear Why can’t I feel anything but pain? Will all my old feelings come back again? Am I living or illusion am I going insane Can I get back to where it began? My home in my heart be free once again The self you’ve created The deals that you make You’ve abandon your future For a past that you hate
