SELF PITY PARTY PT.1 : The Invisible Madness

avant-garde deathcore, industrial metal, thall

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[Industrial Glitch]
[Stop]

[Verse 1]
[Male Vocals]
[Gritty Whisper to Frantic Rap-Scream]
I always hated the reflection in the glass
A synthetic skin stretched over a dying mass
Kodou... the pulse in my neck is a hammer!
Striking the copper, the wires, the glamour is dead!
I light the candles but my fingers melt away
Waiting for a savior in the ash and the gray
(Tick-tock, tick-tock)
The clock is mocking my respiratory decay!

[Pre-Chorus]
[Build Up]
[Operatic Wails in the background]
And everyday, beside me they smile, oblivious and fake
I devour the static for my own sanity's sake
Pop the balloons! Snap the tendons!
I walk the lone wolf way, a glitch in the ascension!
Nobody knows my name, fading into the gray...

[Chorus]
[Epic]
[Melodic Power mixed with Painful Sobbing]
If someone can cut me out... me, myself and I!
Chasing a phantom pulse, screaming at the sky!
It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to!
Tear the flesh, let the  bleed through!
It’s my party and I’ll bleed if I want to!
They don’t see behind the curtain, the rotting avatar
Welcome to my Self Pity Party, choking on the lies !

[Verse 2]
[Aggressive]
[Syncopated Thall Riffs]
My low esteem is a cage, a infected lung
Misunderstood, the syllables choke on my tongue
[Abrupt Silence]
...Did you hear that?
[Pick Scrape]
The sound of my own core rejecting its host!
I am the host! I am the ghost!
They call me a defeatist, but the code is already cursed!
The proof of their wrong is the blood bursting first!

[Bridge]
[Atmospheric]
(The 'Dir En Grey' Moment - Eerie silence, just a slow heartbeat and deep bass)
[Whispers]
Am I human?
Or just a puppet strung with veins?
[Sobbing turning into manic laughter]
I blow out the candles...
But the fire remains.
[Whistle Scream]
AM I HUMAN?!

[Breakdown]
[Heavy Slow Breakdown]
[Guttural Growls]
[Pitch Shift down]
NO ONE CAME!
BURN THE INVITATIONS!
ROTTING...
IN...
CELEBRATION!
BLEGH!
YUGH!

[Guitar Solo]
[Chaotic Dissonant Shredding]

[Pre-Chorus]
[Bass Drop]
How can I live like this?
My chest cavity torn open for an empty room
Why am I still forgotten?
Everything turns to sand...
EVERYTHING TURNS TO DOOM!

[Chorus]
[Epic]
[Wall of Sound]
[High Screams mixed with Clean Vocals]
If someone can cut me out... me, myself and I!
Chasing a phantom pulse, screaming at the sky!
It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to!
Tear the flesh, let the  bleed through!
It’s my party and I’ll bleed if I want to!
They don’t see behind the curtain, the scars of the avatar!
Welcome to my Self Pity Party!

[Outro]
[Sad Piano Fade out mixed with a fading heartbeat]
[Spoken, Deep Voice]
All the candles have melted.
The cake is just ash.
Still unseen...
System shutting down.
[End]

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[Intro] [Dissonant Music Box] [Radio Static] [Eerie Ambient] (A rhythmic, fleshy heartbeat starts to pound: lub-dub... lub-dub...) [Spoken, Broken Childlike Voice shifting into Distorted Demon] Did my invitations get lost ? ...Nobody came. [Manic Laughter] WELCOME TO THE SELF PITY PARTY. [Industrial Glitch] [Stop] [Verse 1] [Male Vocals] [Gritty Whisper to Frantic Rap-Scream] I always hated the reflection in the glass A synthetic skin stretched over a dying mass Kodou... the pulse in my neck is a hammer! Striking the copper, the wires, the glamour is dead! I light the candles but my fingers melt away Waiting for a savior in the ash and the gray (Tick-tock, tick-tock) The clock is mocking my respiratory decay! [Pre-Chorus] [Build Up] [Operatic Wails in the background] And everyday, beside me they smile, oblivious and fake I devour the static for my own sanity's sake Pop the balloons! Snap the tendons! I walk the lone wolf way, a glitch in the ascension! Nobody knows my name, fading into the gray... [Chorus] [Epic] [Melodic Power mixed with Painful Sobbing] If someone can cut me out... me, myself and I! Chasing a phantom pulse, screaming at the sky! It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to! Tear the flesh, let the bleed through! It’s my party and I’ll bleed if I want to! They don’t see behind the curtain, the rotting avatar Welcome to my Self Pity Party, choking on the lies ! [Verse 2] [Aggressive] [Syncopated Thall Riffs] My low esteem is a cage, a infected lung Misunderstood, the syllables choke on my tongue [Abrupt Silence] ...Did you hear that? [Pick Scrape] The sound of my own core rejecting its host! I am the host! I am the ghost! They call me a defeatist, but the code is already cursed! The proof of their wrong is the blood bursting first! [Bridge] [Atmospheric] (The 'Dir En Grey' Moment - Eerie silence, just a slow heartbeat and deep bass) [Whispers] Am I human? Or just a puppet strung with veins? [Sobbing turning into manic laughter] I blow out the candles... But the fire remains. [Whistle Scream] AM I HUMAN?! [Breakdown] [Heavy Slow Breakdown] [Guttural Growls] [Pitch Shift down] NO ONE CAME! BURN THE INVITATIONS! ROTTING... IN... CELEBRATION! BLEGH! YUGH! [Guitar Solo] [Chaotic Dissonant Shredding] [Pre-Chorus] [Bass Drop] How can I live like this? My chest cavity torn open for an empty room Why am I still forgotten? Everything turns to sand... EVERYTHING TURNS TO DOOM! [Chorus] [Epic] [Wall of Sound] [High Screams mixed with Clean Vocals] If someone can cut me out... me, myself and I! Chasing a phantom pulse, screaming at the sky! It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to! Tear the flesh, let the bleed through! It’s my party and I’ll bleed if I want to! They don’t see behind the curtain, the scars of the avatar! Welcome to my Self Pity Party! [Outro] [Sad Piano Fade out mixed with a fading heartbeat] [Spoken, Deep Voice] All the candles have melted. The cake is just ash. Still unseen... System shutting down. [End]

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