We’ve been dancing ‘round each other, for five long years or more. Laughing like it’s easy, like we’ve done this all before. But somewhere in the quiet, something slowly rearranged. I tried to wait it out, but nothing ever changed. You send those little heart signs and I read them way too deep. You say I’m the only one, you can talk to like this. We left those tiny yellow ducks, in your chaos, in my room. One still lives on your screen, like it knows what I won’t do. Is this just where we’ve always been? Or something we don’t say? I’m chasing signs in everything, but they keep slipping away. What if you love me and you just don’t say it? What if you feel it but you’re too afraid to name it? All of these moments we never explain, I’m standing here hoping it’s not just in my brain. What if you love me and we both stay still? What if we lose this just by force of will? I wanna ask you but I freeze every time. What if you love me… and we run out of time? Oh-oh… what if you love me… You play me all your music and I hear more than you know. You ask me what I’m thinking, like it matters to your soul. We stayed until they closed it down, just talking, losing track. And everything felt louder, but neither turned it back. Why don’t you ever cross that line? Or am I seeing too much? Maybe you’re already here and we’re both scared to touch. Maybe you’re just like me inside, scared of breaking what feels right. Maybe silence keeps us safe, but steals the chance we’ll never take. What if you love me — I can’t hold it in. Caught between leaving and where we begin. If I stay quiet, it all slips away. What if you love me… and we let it fade? What if you love me the same way I do? And we lose everything we never pursue. I wanna ask you, even if I break. What if you love me… is this our mistake? What if you love me…
