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Broken #2000sSkaterPunk-PopDarkBallad

[Verse 1] Woke up on the bathroom floor again last night, Don't remember how I got here, don't remember the fight, Mirror's showing someone I don't recognize, Mascara streaks and bloodshot eyes. They keep saying "You've got so much going for you," But they don't see what I go through, Smiling through the pain has become my default mode, I'm a car crash waiting to explode. [Pre-Chorus] I'm spiraling down and I can't find the brake, How much more of this can I take? [Chorus] I'm broken, and it's getting worse, Every day's a battle with this curse, I'm broken, can't you see? This version of myself is killing me, I'm screaming but nobody hears the sound, I'm broken, going down, down, down, Trying to numb the pain but it won't fade, I'm broken, and I'm barely hanging on today. [Verse 2] Self-medicating just to make it through, Whatever helps me feel something new, They say "just snap out of it, just choose to be fine," Like I haven't tried a thousand times. I'm canceling plans, pushing people away, Can't explain why I feel this way, The girl I was is buried somewhere deep, And I'm too tired, too broken to dig that steep. [Pre-Chorus] I'm white-knuckling through another day, Praying that this feeling goes away, [Chorus] I'm broken, and it's getting worse, Every day's a battle with this curse, I'm broken, can't you see? This version of myself is killing me, I'm screaming but nobody hears the sound, I'm broken, going down, down, down, Trying to numb the pain but it won't fade, I'm broken, and I'm scared I'm not okay. [Bridge] I don't want to be this person anymore, Don't recognize who's walking through that door, I'm losing grip on everything I've known, God, I've never felt so alone. They say it gets better, they say time will heal, But they don't know how this feels, When you're drowning and you can't come up for air, When you're screaming and nobody's there! I'm trying to fight but I don't know how, I'm sinking deeper and I'm drowning now, Is anybody out there? Can anybody hear? I'm disappearing and I'm paralyzed by fear! [Powerful Chorus – Raw] I'm broken, tearing at the seams, Choking on these silent screams, I'm broken, losing the fight, Barely making it through another night, I'm reaching out but there's no one around, I'm broken, crashing to the ground, Don't know how much longer I can fake, I'm broken, and I don't know how much more I can take! [Breakdown – Almost Spoken/Desperate] I need help, I can't do this alone, I need somebody to throw me a rope, Before I'm too far gone, Before there's nothing left, I'm broken, And I'm terrified of what comes next. [Final Chorus – Building with Pain] I'm broken, and I need to say, That I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm broken, but I'm still alive, Maybe that's enough for now, just to survive, Maybe asking for help is where I start, I'm broken, but I've still got a beating heart, This isn't where my story ends, I'm broken, but maybe I can break and still mend. [Outro – Raw and Honest] I'm broken, (And that's the truth) I'm broken, (But I'm still breathing) I'm broken, (And maybe that's enough) I'm not okay, But I'm here, And tomorrow, I'll try again.