My Verse - It’s another date I wish I could erase Calendar screaming your name in my face Same old room, same empty side of the bed Still hear your laugh when I lay my head I been pretending I’m stronger than I am Posting smiles but my soul know the scam Every song hit harder since you been gone Every night feel longer, mornings feel wrong I replay the fights like I could fix time If love was a crime, I’d still do the time I should’ve listened more, I should’ve stayed calm Now I’m holding regret like it’s stuck in my palms Your hoodie still hanging right by the door Smell like your perfume, I can’t take it no more I tell myself “heal,” but my heart won’t comply I still check my phone like you might reply I loved you louder than I loved myself Put you first, left my feelings on the shelf Now I’m pouring this pain into empty cups Trying to drown your memory but I can’t drink enough I see your face in the crowd when I’m out Every love song feel like it’s calling me out They say time heals wounds, but mine stay open I learned the hard way love ain’t always chosen You moved on, I’m still stuck in the past Counting what we had, not what didn’t last If you ever miss me, just know I stayed true I lost myself tryna hold on to you Now it’s another anniversary of goodbye Another year where I learned how to cry I loved you real, I loved you deep And this heartbreak the only thing I get to keep. On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary 'Cause I remember every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary Do you ever think of me? of me 'Cause I think of you, think of you (My Verse)I been crying in the car, windows fogged with my breath Talking to God like, “Why you keep testing my chest?” Heart heavy, feel like sorrow got a hand on my neck I loved you with my all, now I’m alone with what’s left Mama said love hard, but guard your soul I gave you my heart, you still let it go I tried to be strong, but the nights too cold I smile in public, but I’m broken at home I remember praying we’d make it through storms Now I’m praying just to feel normal again I lost my peace trying to keep us warm Now I don’t know where the healing begins I was loyal when it hurt, I was faithful when it burned Every lesson in love came from bridges I burned I gave you my trust, you gave me concerns Now I flinch every time when somebody say “love” I was there when you needed a shoulder to cry Now I’m drinking alone just to silence my mind I keep asking myself if I’m wrong or I’m right For still loving you long after goodbye I still hear your voice when the world get quiet Every promise you made still echoes inside me I tried moving on but my heart start rioting Some pains don’t fade, they just learn how to hide it If loving you was a sin, I’d confess it again I’d still choose your heart even knowing the end Now it’s tears in my eyes, but strength in my pen I survived you, but damn… I ain’t whole again On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary 'Cause I remember every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary Do you ever think of me? of me 'Cause I think of you, think of you
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