I was face down in the middle of the avalanche Tried to scream tried to stand but i never stood a chance Rocks barricaded all my good intentions Snow decimated all my interventions Oh yeah not to mention Couldn't move a muscle Mentally in shambles Head was like a puzzle Couldn't hold a candle Buried under rubble Im pretty sure im dead Why Why am i still here? This pain is like a prison And it whispers in my ear Do Do you ever feel Like youre being watched? I can hear all of the voices I know they never stop I Dont wanna keep complaining But given whats remaining I Keep on Hesitating Losing concentration When I just wanna break shit Sick of isolation Sick of medication The avalanche is coming And its born from desperation Why Why am i still here? This pain is like a prison And it whispers in my ear Do Do you ever feel Like youre being watched? I can hear all of the voices I know they never stop Now i know theres no Theres no coming back from this Cause Once you drink the poison Then you dont have long to live Never claimed i was perfect Not even close If my trauma makes you nervous You should get some thicker clothes
