Yeah… No words for this kinda pain… But I still feel it every day… [Verse 1] No words for the pain, yeah the grief rearrange you Sit in the silence, memories come and they change you Hit in the moments when you least expect the weight Tryna hold it together but it’s never really straight Anxiety heavy, depression on my chest Still gotta move like I’m not even stressed Life don’t pause, it don’t care how you feel Bills still due, gotta fight just to heal World keep spinning but I’m stuck in a place Tryna find peace but I’m losing the race Every single day just a test of my soul Mentally drained but I’m still on the road [Hook] I keep pushin’, yeah, no matter the pain Even when it’s stormin’, I walk through the rain He told me “don’t ever change who you are” So I carry that light even deep in the dark Yeah I keep pushin’, for my blood, for my name Through the pressure, through the fire, through the weight of the pain And I swear I’ma be who he knew from the start Keep his words, keep his love, keep his voice in my heart [Verse 2] Yeah I gave it my all, every day for the fam Worked hard, stood tall, did the best that I can But the challenges come like they never gon’ end Feel the pressure build up, break again and again Life demanding, yeah it’s takin’ its toll Tryna keep control while I’m losin’ control But I know in my mind it could always be worse Still I carry this pain like a permanent curse But I hear his voice in the back of my brain “Don’t ever change,” yeah it echo through pain He was lookin’ up to me, I can’t let him down So I stand up strong, even when I might drown [Hook] I keep pushin’, yeah, no matter the pain Even when it’s stormin’, I walk through the rain He told me “don’t ever change who you are” So I carry that light even deep in the dark Yeah I keep pushin’, for my blood, for my name Through the pressure, through the fire, through the weight of the pain And I swear I’ma be who he knew from the start Keep his words, keep his love, keep his voice in my heart [Verse 3] All the laughs, all the days, all the times that we had From the good to the bad, every moment we had Childhood memories playin’ back in my mind Wish I could rewind, just to freeze back the time But I carry it with me, every step that I take Every move that I make, every risk that I face To the next life, yeah I’m bringin’ it all Be the brother he saw every time that I fall I won’t change, I’ll remain who I am to the core For my family, my blood, yeah I’m fightin’ for more Through the pain, through the loss, through the scars on my heart We ain’t ever apart, even when we apart [Outro] Yeah… “Don’t ever change…” I got you… forever.
