(Yeah, this shit messy) Kick, slide, jaw locked, took another hit just to deal with her, so Kick, slide, jaw locked, kick, slide, jaw locked Kick, slide, jaw locked, took another hit just to deal with her, so Kick, slide, jaw locked, kick, slide, jaw locked Kick, slide, jaw locked, took another hit just to deal with her, so Kick, slide, jaw locked, kick, slide, jaw locked Kick, slide, jaw locked Took another hit just to deal with her, so (Yeah, yeah) Kick, slide, jaw locked, kick, slide, jaw locked (Get loose) Gun sitting where the belt sits low Fuck that girl then act like I don’t know Too gone still cashing out Bad moves with expensive taste Been off the pills then right back on Said I was finished, that was fake Brain keeps chewing the same old thought Doctor asking what the fuck I bought Black coupe, blunt ash thick Jaw locked tight, still talking shit Bottle empty and my eyes wide Thinking maybe I got something to lose Anyway, back to that girl from before She said, “You always leave wanting more” Probably true, I don’t argue much I just smile and tell her, “Don’t get stuck” Bad blood sitting deep in me Good luck getting anything real Fuck your talk, fuck your worry I spent too much just to never learn Three digits on the dash Whole crew dirty, still look clean Chain cost more than my first few checks Still don’t know what I’m proving yet Girl got nails on the seat Said I’m sick, I said, “Probably” She wants love, I brought bad advice She stayed anyway, that’s on her Cash come fast then go just as fast Bought dumb shit just because I could Everybody got something to say now Funny how they stayed quiet before I can make ten racks vanish Call my mom, tell her I’m doing fine Hang up, take another dose Then sit there thinking, “What the fuck am I doing?” Cousin with me, we talk too big Land back home and another new ride Tax man sniffing around the money Tell that motherfucker count what’s left No new friends, don’t need that mess No fan love, don’t send that text She said, “Baby, you seem far” I said, “Nah, I’m just built like that” Then I paused ‘Cause maybe that’s bullshit Still bought something stupid after Why the fuck you asking me what’s best? I can’t even answer simple shit myself Got money now, still walking in circles Trying to figure what any of it fixed Somebody said I should settle down I laughed too hard and killed the mood Truth is, maybe I wanted that I just don’t know how to say it right Keep that powder close, just in case Then regret it sitting on my tongue I know exactly where this can go Still act shocked when it turns ugly Baby says I’m difficult Yeah, no shit That’s not news I dodge every decent talk Then wonder why nobody gets through Ride too fast with my jaw set hard Grip too tight on the wheel Everybody thinks I’ve made it I don’t know what that’s supposed to feel like Throw the plaques wherever Put the money somewhere I won’t look None of that can tell me much When I still don’t like being me She said, “Maybe we should make this real” I said, “Baby, don’t mess up your life” She said, “That’s a fucked thing to say” Yeah Probably She’s right Nice cars, quiet places People saying things they think I need Still get drunk and ruin good shit Still say things I don’t mean I ride for blood, that’s all I trust Try to give more than I ever got Somewhere between ego and panic I keep forgetting what I actually want I think I’m fine Then maybe I’m not Fuck it Pass that Kick, slide, jaw locked, took another hit just to deal with her, so Kick, slide, jaw locked, kick, slide, jaw locked Kick, slide, jaw locked, took another hit just to deal with her, so Kick, slide, jaw locked, kick, slide, jaw locked Kick, slide, jaw locked Blood before business Blood before business Two hands up Two hands up Blood before business Two hands up, m- Two hands up, don’t- I ride for the ones that stayed with me I ride for the ones that stayed with me Try to be something worth keeping Then I fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up again
