DoN'T KNoW HoW

IM_Y_IN_ID I analyze the data, I calculate the cost, A million different reasons this battle should be lost. The gravity is heavy, the atmosphere is thin, But somehow I keep breathing this toxic oxygen. My logic pulls the lever, my brain cuts off the wire, But my stupid beating heart keeps tossing matches in the fire. I don't know how, I don't know why, I'm anchored to the ground but I'm reaching for the sky. I've burned the bridge, I've lost the map, But I'm walking right back into your familiar trap. I'm defying every rule of science, holding on to now, And I swear to God, I don't know how. My friends stage interventions, they’re talking in a blur, Presenting exhibits of the damage that occurred. I nod in agreement, I sign the dotted line, Then I throw away the pen and pretend that we are fine. My logic pulls the lever, my brain cuts off the wire, But my stupid beating heart keeps tossing matches in the fire. I don't know how, I don't know why, I'm anchored to the ground but I'm reaching for the sky. I've burned the bridge, I've lost the map, But I'm walking right back into your familiar trap. I'm defying every rule of science, holding on to now, And I swear to God, I don't know how. It’s a glitch inside the system, a mathematical mistake. How much of this illusion can a single spirit take? I’m a master of escape, yet I’m locking my own cell, Addicted to the heaven that you bury in the hell. I don't know how, I don't know why, I'm anchored to the ground but I'm reaching for the sky. I've burned the bridge, I've lost the map, But I'm walking right back into your familiar trap. I'm defying every rule of science, holding on to now, And I swear to God, I don't know how. No, I don't know how. Still holding on right now. Against the odds, I vow. I just don't know how. IM_Y_IN_ID