[Verse 1] You left your hoodie hanging by my door I still haven’t moved it since you walked away Your favorite mug is sitting in the kitchen Like you’re coming back for coffee someday I drove past the restaurant we used to love Almost turned in out of habit again Then I remembered I’m eating alone now And you’re probably somewhere with him I still know your order by heart Even though I don’t order it anymore And every time that song comes on the radio I’m right back in that car with you [Pre-Chorus] My mama looked me in the eyes Said, “Son, you don’t seem like yourself lately” I smiled and said, “I’m just tired” Like losing you didn’t change me [Chorus] “Are you okay?” Yeah, I’m okay That’s what I tell everybody When they ask me about you “Are you okay?” Yeah, I’m okay But the truth is I’m barely breathing Trying to make it through I say I’m fine, I swear I’m fine But I’m dying a little inside Every time somebody says your name I lose another piece of me “Are you okay?” Yeah… I’m okay But I’m not okay [Verse 2] I still have our pictures on my phone I just moved them somewhere I won’t see That screenshot of your “Good morning, baby” Still sitting in my memories Remember that night we stayed up talking Till the sun came through the blinds? You said you’d never leave me lonely Funny how forever changed its mind I still remember our last argument You said, “Maybe we’re better off this way” I stood there trying to find the right words While you were already walking away I wanted to ask you to stay But pride wouldn’t let me say it Now I’ve got a thousand things to tell you And nowhere left to place them [Pre-Chorus] My best friend called me Friday night Said, “Come on, man, you need to get out” I laughed and told him I was doing better Then sat in my car and cried it out [Chorus] “Are you okay?” Yeah, I’m okay That’s what I tell everybody When they ask me about you “Are you okay?” Yeah, I’m okay But the truth is I’m barely breathing Trying to make it through I say I’m fine, I swear I’m fine But I’m dying a little inside Every time somebody says your name I lose another piece of me “Are you okay?” Yeah… I’m okay But I’m not okay [Verse 3] I deleted your number last week But I still remember every digit Funny how you can erase a contact And still know exactly how to reach it Your side of the bed is cold now I sleep closer to the middle every night But sometimes I wake up reaching for you Before I remember you said goodbye I found the movie tickets from our first date Inside the pocket of my old jeans I almost threw them in the trash But I couldn’t throw away that memory And I passed our favorite coffee shop yesterday Saw two people laughing like we used to For a second I thought I saw your face Then I remembered I’m not coming home to you [Bridge] My sister said, “You don’t have to hide it” My father said, “You can talk to me” My friends keep saying, “We’re right beside you” But I don’t know how to explain what you did to me Because you didn’t break my heart in one moment It happened slowly after you left Every memory became another wound And I’m still learning how to live with it [Breakdown] “Are you okay?” …No. No, I’m not okay. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss the way you used to say my name. I miss Sunday mornings. I miss late-night drives. I miss thinking you were gonna stay. And the worst part is… You probably don’t miss me at all. [Final Chorus] “Are you okay?” No, I’m not okay I’ve been lying to everybody Just to keep from falling apart “Are you okay?” No, I’m not okay I still replay our last goodbye Like maybe I could change the ending somehow I say I’m fine, I swear I’m fine But I’m dying a little inside Every place we loved still feels like ours Even though you’re no longer mine “Are you okay?” I wish I could say That I’m finally moving on But I’m still stuck on the day you walked away [Outro] So if you ask me tomorrow… I’ll probably give you that same old answer. “Yeah… I’m okay.” I’ll smile. I’ll laugh. I’ll change the subject. And when everybody leaves… I’ll miss you all over again. I’m not okay. I just don’t know how to say it.
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