[Intro] mm… yeah… nah… this one’s on me [Chorus] I blame myself for everything (everything) Even shit I couldn’t control (nah) If it broke, if it faded, if it ended (yeah) I carry it on my soul (mm) I don’t need someone to point it out (uhh) I already know (I know) I blame myself for everything (yeah) And I can’t let it go (can’t let it go) [Verse 1] I take the fault before the facts (yeah) Apologize even when I shouldn’t (mm) I replay scenes till they twist (nah) Convince myself I ruined it (uhh) If someone leaves, it’s on me (yeah) If it goes quiet, my fault (mm) I don’t wait for proof (nah) I sentence myself off thought (uhh) I wear guilt like a uniform (yeah) Walk around already judged (mm) I don’t ask what went wrong (nah) I just assume it was me (uhh) I over-explain my intentions (yeah) Like that’ll erase the damage (mm) I apologize for existing (nah) For taking space, for asking (uhh) [Chorus] I blame myself for everything (everything) Even shit I couldn’t control (nah) If it broke, if it faded, if it ended (yeah) I carry it on my soul (mm) I don’t need someone to point it out (uhh) I already know (I know) I blame myself for everything (yeah) And I can’t let it go (can’t let it go) [Verse 2] I hear criticism in silence (yeah) Read rejection into calm (mm) I don’t need words (nah) My brain fill in the rest (uhh) I tell myself “you should’ve known” (yeah) Like hindsight’s a weapon (mm) I don’t learn lessons gently (nah) I learn them by self-destruction (uhh) [Verse 3] My fault (yeah) My mess (uhh) Even when (mm) It’s not (nah) I absorb (yeah) The blame (mm) So nobody else (uhh) Has to (nah) [Final Chorus] I blame myself for everything (everything) But I’m still standing here (yeah) I know this weight ain’t fair (mm) But it’s real (nah) I don’t need sympathy (uhh) I need to break this habit (break it) I blame myself for everything (yeah) And I’m tired of carrying it (tired) [Outro] mm… yeah… maybe one day I’ll let myself off the hook (uhh…)
