mommy Dearest[Blue life remix]

male vocals, guitar, electronic, hard rock < Trap 808 subwoofer>, ‑Trap 808 subwoofer

[INTRO — DARK / SPOKEN]

This is another Blue Life collaboration

You think I won’t phistol whip you?
Slash your tires,
slit your mother’s throat
and have your children drink her blood
in the sacrifice of their innocence?

[PAUSE]

This is another Blue Life collaboration

[INTERLUDE — SPOKEN WORD / A CAPPELLA]

Are you ready to go?
Cause I’m ready to do this.

I said—

Okay…
so let’s do this.

Oh wait—
snap back—
you already did that!

Oops.

And my mama said
the best revenge is no revenge,
but the lust for your suffering
is so intently—
wanna see your head bashed into the stone,
appalled by the failures
called what we all call
Mom and Dad,
no matter the generation.

[PAUSE]

Hold up, wait a minute,
let me put some Blue Life in it.

[VERSE — TRAP / HEAVY 808 / HIP-HOP]

Motherfucker—

Your soul
(now belongs to me)

Your mind
(now belongs to me)

Your sound
(now belongs to me)

And to get it back—

(
You
Have to
Hey
Fee
)

Who gets the blame?
Who gets the praise?
Who understands what I’m saying,
either the reference
or the phrase?

<VERSE>

Thank my mama,
she knows my anger better than I do,
but shit—
you thought I was bad?

There’s not two or three of us
in the room
that all came from the same lunatic,
lunatic running through my blood.

And you thought,
“Let’s piss this kid off.”

(Young man)
(Grown man)

At least my children won’t hate me.

Any kind of hatred is cruel and evil
like your sickening soul and mind.
A jaded heart
is your only identity.

[PAUSE — EMO TRAP]

Hold up, wait a minute,
let me put some more Blue Life in it.

[VERSE — DARK TRAP]

So if you wanna blame somebody—

(Blame your goddamn self)

It’s all fucked up—

(I
Did not
Help)

The way you felt
is not the way I felt.

(Stop talking to me like I’m crazy
until I have to go and grab my belt.)

Shit.

You don’t listen.
You spout your rendition.

If I was bad—

Where did I get it?

So you can go—

Which one do you want me to punch?

Your face
or this ticket?

[HOOK — AGGRESSIVE / CATCHY]

This is a diss track,
I still wish you were fucking dead.

After all,
I’m a fuck-up kid—

(Young man)
(Grown adult)

Right?

And I am human
just like you!

Why does that terrify you?

Here’s my last mask.
You’ll need it
to survive your own bullshit.

At least I can walk away
with my sanity—

as you’re still sprayed across the bedroom
searching for that shit.

Oh snap back—

seen your sanity
on Halley’s Comet.

Ooohh shhhiiiit!

[PAUSE — BAD SUMMER / EMO]

Hold up, wait a minute,
let me put a tad bit more Blue Life in it.

[VERSE — EMOTIONAL TRAP]

(My name)

Is a stain.

Nothing to lose
or gain.

You’re breaking my brain.

Somehow,
I survived.

Did not go insane.

It’s not just in my blood—

it’s all in my veins.

The anger is not leaving.

That will remain.

[VERSE — DARK / PERSONAL]

You taught me to hate
just like your mother.

Such a high-rating achievement.

It’s a diss track
from your own mother.

How many twirls is she doing
after she finds out
you emotional-abuse your children?

How many excuses
can fit inside one room?

How many promises
can disappear
before they become the truth?

You keep pointing fingers
like the mirror disappeared.

But I’m still standing here.

Still breathing.

Still speaking.

Still trying to break through
all the bullshit
you keep repeating.

[PAUSE — R&B SOUL TRAP]

Hold up, wait a goddamn minute.

Just wait a goddamn minute.

While I take this time—

to put some more Blue Life in it.

<VERSE>

I thought that was an ace
with a base.

Well,
you can see the sign
that should have opened up your eyes.

(I
Saw the sign)

But you were just a liar.

Pants on fire.

Trapped like a baby
in a Goodwill tire.

Go to bed—

(I’m not tired)

Royalty—

(I am sire)

So look up to me
and get the giggity,
giggity,
out of your mind.

(Quagmire)

[HOOK — FULL BEAT]

This is a diss track,
I still wish you were fucking dead.

After all,
I’m a fuck-up kid—

(Young man)
(Grown adult)

Right?

And I am human
just like you.

Why does that terrify you?

I’m not your enemy.
I’m the consequence
you never wanted to meet.

I’m the voice in the room
you kept pretending
you couldn’t hear.

[VERSE — SPOKEN/RAP HYBRID]

Are you even capable of change?

Or will your legacy be
being bigger and badder
than your mother?

That’s great.

She taught you
how you have this giant heart,

but you can’t acknowledge
your impact.

Can’t make change.

Can’t keep a clean house.

Et cetera.
Et cetera.

An excuse is an excuse
when plans are not followed through.

You can dress it up.
You can explain it.
You can blame somebody else.

But eventually
the words run out.

And everybody sees
what remains.

[PAUSE — EMO SPOKEN WORD]

What have you done?

The downfall has begun.

Grief and regret
both weigh at times.

You’ve never been a father.

I’ve never been a son.

[PAUSE — STUTTER / DISTORTED VOCAL]

I—
I—
I—

don’t—
don’t—

No—
no—

Why—
why?

You want—

to get—

on my—

bedside—

Take—
(take)
take—

that long ride.

And when you get to the cliff—

just

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[INTRO — DARK / SPOKEN] This is another Blue Life collaboration You think I won’t phistol whip you? Slash your tires, slit your mother’s throat and have your children drink her blood in the sacrifice of their innocence? [PAUSE] This is another Blue Life collaboration [INTERLUDE — SPOKEN WORD / A CAPPELLA] Are you ready to go? Cause I’m ready to do this. I said— <Are you ready to go?> Okay… so let’s do this. Oh wait— snap back— you already did that! Oops. And my mama said the best revenge is no revenge, but the lust for your suffering is so intently— wanna see your head bashed into the stone, appalled by the failures called what we all call Mom and Dad, no matter the generation. [PAUSE] Hold up, wait a minute, let me put some Blue Life in it. [VERSE — TRAP / HEAVY 808 / HIP-HOP] Motherfucker— Your soul (now belongs to me) Your mind (now belongs to me) Your sound (now belongs to me) And to get it back— ( You Have to Hey Fee ) Who gets the blame? Who gets the praise? Who understands what I’m saying, either the reference or the phrase? <VERSE> Thank my mama, she knows my anger better than I do, but shit— you thought I was bad? There’s not two or three of us in the room that all came from the same lunatic, lunatic running through my blood. And you thought, “Let’s piss this kid off.” (Young man) (Grown man) At least my children won’t hate me. Any kind of hatred is cruel and evil like your sickening soul and mind. A jaded heart is your only identity. [PAUSE — EMO TRAP] Hold up, wait a minute, let me put some more Blue Life in it. [VERSE — DARK TRAP] So if you wanna blame somebody— (Blame your goddamn self) It’s all fucked up— (I Did not Help) The way you felt is not the way I felt. (Stop talking to me like I’m crazy until I have to go and grab my belt.) Shit. You don’t listen. You spout your rendition. If I was bad— Where did I get it? So you can go— Which one do you want me to punch? Your face or this ticket? [HOOK — AGGRESSIVE / CATCHY] This is a diss track, I still wish you were fucking dead. After all, I’m a fuck-up kid— (Young man) (Grown adult) Right? And I am human just like you! Why does that terrify you? Here’s my last mask. You’ll need it to survive your own bullshit. At least I can walk away with my sanity— as you’re still sprayed across the bedroom searching for that shit. Oh snap back— seen your sanity on Halley’s Comet. Ooohh shhhiiiit! [PAUSE — BAD SUMMER / EMO] Hold up, wait a minute, let me put a tad bit more Blue Life in it. [VERSE — EMOTIONAL TRAP] (My name) Is a stain. Nothing to lose or gain. You’re breaking my brain. Somehow, I survived. Did not go insane. It’s not just in my blood— it’s all in my veins. The anger is not leaving. That will remain. [VERSE — DARK / PERSONAL] You taught me to hate just like your mother. Such a high-rating achievement. It’s a diss track from your own mother. How many twirls is she doing after she finds out you emotional-abuse your children? How many excuses can fit inside one room? How many promises can disappear before they become the truth? You keep pointing fingers like the mirror disappeared. But I’m still standing here. Still breathing. Still speaking. Still trying to break through all the bullshit you keep repeating. [PAUSE — R&B SOUL TRAP] Hold up, wait a goddamn minute. Just wait a goddamn minute. While I take this time— to put some more Blue Life in it. <VERSE> I thought that was an ace with a base. Well, you can see the sign that should have opened up your eyes. (I Saw the sign) But you were just a liar. Pants on fire. Trapped like a baby in a Goodwill tire. Go to bed— (I’m not tired) Royalty— (I am sire) So look up to me and get the giggity, giggity, out of your mind. (Quagmire) [HOOK — FULL BEAT] This is a diss track, I still wish you were fucking dead. After all, I’m a fuck-up kid— (Young man) (Grown adult) Right? And I am human just like you. Why does that terrify you? I’m not your enemy. I’m the consequence you never wanted to meet. I’m the voice in the room you kept pretending you couldn’t hear. [VERSE — SPOKEN/RAP HYBRID] Are you even capable of change? Or will your legacy be being bigger and badder than your mother? That’s great. She taught you how you have this giant heart, but you can’t acknowledge your impact. Can’t make change. Can’t keep a clean house. Et cetera. Et cetera. An excuse is an excuse when plans are not followed through. You can dress it up. You can explain it. You can blame somebody else. But eventually the words run out. And everybody sees what remains. [PAUSE — EMO SPOKEN WORD] What have you done? The downfall has begun. Grief and regret both weigh at times. You’ve never been a father. I’ve never been a son. [PAUSE — STUTTER / DISTORTED VOCAL] I— I— I— don’t— don’t— No— no— Why— why? You want— to get— on my— bedside— Take— (take) take— that long ride. And when you get to the cliff— just

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