Fake it

Turn off this program No reflection No hologram Breathe…deep… through your diaphragm Been in tragedies without a plan Pretend to smile Became a frown after awhile Battered, internally I had wounds even as a child I was quiet…that was my style Gave attention to a path A different direction Because I saw flashing lights in my projection Fresh faces, places, a rebirth, my resurrection My ink may dry So my blood will refill the connection Repeat your affirmations Ask for abundance Pray, speak manifestations God has me, grace gave what I needed The trials may hurt I taught and learnt Caused fires and watched them burn Walked away Just to turn back and yearn Even though I’ll stay Wake up another day Gotta revise the cycle All work no play… Fight for survival Move off of idle If you don’t move Your growth is stagnant It won’t improve I admit…at times I don’t know what to do I changed my mind so much I’d be lying if I didn’t give a fuck My words rattle in panic Cause ice already been down this road Dammit… So I had to mask myself Use it to my advantage Protect oneself Suffered in silence was my name You only know what you see You don’t really know me All these pages? I wrote my order If I wanna be famous Stronger I’ll continue to fake it So I can make it