Do you know? Mm… do you? What you see when you look at me? Real or what you want it to be? Had a picture in your head Before you ever met me Try to love me louder Tried to fix me softer But I was fine on the shelf Sitting pretty in my own color You keep forcing pieces That don’t wanna fit Saying “trust the process” And don’t even know What this is You say change is growth But growth don’t hurt like this Do you know? Gradual change is understandable, I know But it feel like I don’t recognize me anymore Do you know? Why you keep pushing A keep pushing a round heart In a square mold You saw something pretty Had to take it home Changed the frame, and the light Now it don’t even feel like it’s mine Painted over history Called it evolution Now you staring at the mess Askin' who ruined it You say it’s casual But casual cuts deep Small decisions stackin' up Turn love into debris Old habits die hard Guess they taking me with them Do you know? Gradual change is understandable, I know But it feel like Your artwork unrecognizable Do you know? Why you keep pushin’ A round heart In a square mold? Do you know? Would it hurt just to look And not touch? See the beauty Let that be enough? Why you think love means Interference? Or presence means Ownership? You walk in a room Assume I'm incomplete Like the only thing missing Is you in me Casually… Turns to casualty… Mm… Do you know? Gradual change is understandable, I know But it feel like I lost myself trying to be yours Do you know? Why you keep pushin’ A round soul In a square mold?
