She was the woman of my fate Turned my heartbeat into shrapnel on a plate All these little pieces on the floor I can’t sleep Staring at the ceiling while my chest sinks deep I deleted every picture But she lives in my veins Telling all my friends I’m fine But I’m chained To a ghost in a dress I can’t unsee Yeah She’s gone But she’s still got me [Chorus] The woman of my fate broke my heart into pieces I don’t need this I don’t need this I’m in the deepest part of the sea Can’t breathe Yeah I’m sinking Tryna find what I really need Tryna find what I really need [Verse 2] Bubble up pain I’m talking to the dark Memories circle like sharks (Circle like sharks) Thought she was the one Now it’s just me Talking to waves They don’t talk back to me ( Please talk back to me) Got a phone full of names I don’t wanna call Got a chest full of echoes and alcohol If I hit the bottom Maybe I’ll be free (maybe We will see) Maybe I’ll finally hear what my heart screams [Chorus] [Bridge] [low vocal register] Maybe what I need ain’t you[crescendo] Ain’t us [crescendo] Maybe what I need is learning how to trust myself In this blue In this crush If I make it out alive I’ll be enough [crescendo] [Chorus]
