(Verse 1) Two A.M., I'm drownin' in these photographs Ghosts up in my bed, hear your laugh in aftermath Swear I moved on—shit, I'm lyin' through my teeth Toxic love, got me chained, fuck, it's hard to breathe You were my drug, now you're my overdose Addicted to poison, it kills me slow (Pre-Chorus) Blurry vision, see your silhouette again Haunted by decisions, drowning in regret Wanna forget, but I'm hittin' rewind instead Dead inside, can't escape you in my head (Chorus) Stuck between lovin' and hatin' you Heart’s bruised, yeah, don't know what to do Memory's a ghost, can't outrun Drink 'til I'm numb, wars I've never won Trapped in a loop, girl, losin' sleep Hatin' myself, you're stuck inside of me How do I break free? You're all I see (Verse 2) Scrollin' through texts, reopen wounds again Replayin' fights, shattered dishes, broken ends Said "I hate you," wish I meant it deep inside But your lies play like lullabies, every night Tryin' to heal, pills got me reckless now Demons hold me down, can't get you out (Pre-Chorus) Broken promises, trust torn apart Still holdin' hope, it's breakin' my heart Wanna let go, but your echo’s loud Lost myself, damn, I'm fucked up now (Chorus) Stuck between lovin' and hatin' you Heart’s bruised, yeah, don't know what to do Memory's a ghost, can't outrun Drink 'til I'm numb, wars I've never won Trapped in a loop, girl, losin' sleep Hatin' myself, you're stuck inside of me How do I break free? You're all I see (Bridge) Addicted to fiction, can't escape it Chasin' replacements, can't erase it Wish I didn't need you, cravin' pain Scars teach lessons, I never change (Outro) Trapped in memories, endlessly haunted Drownin' slow, tragedy, you're what I wanted Swear I'll move on, tonight I'm fucked again Lovin', hatin', lost until the end