This world has become too much for me now. There was too much madness, too many repeated mistakes. It drove me far from myself. The magic of life flew away, lost. At times like these, the days just rush by. Everything I get only hurts. There is no trace of love, and I will not give it. There is no present. Only uncertain tomorrows. This is how I escape. It doesn't matter where, but far from where I am. I only push away those who trust me, those who are with me. I have no power over my decisions. Change should not be just a word, and finally speak the word of the heart. Let me accept what surrounds me, what awaits me. And let me finally be strong enough to say no. I must finally see: It is not the world that is crazy, but me. No one else has made a mistake, seduced me, and it's not over yet, because this war hasn't ended yet. Maybe it hasn't even begun yet. It doesn't really hurt, it doesn't burn yet. My blood often gets me into trouble, who I'm not, and I don't ask for it. But who should I lie to, and who am I? It will be time to rest, because I can't be left without answers. I'm going to die. This world has become too much for me now. There has been too much madness, too many repeated mistakes. It has driven me far from myself. The magic of life has flown away, lost. At times like these, the days just rush by. All I get is pain. There is no sign of love, and I won't give it. It is not present. Only uncertain tomorrows. So I just run away. It doesn't matter where, but far from where I am. I only push away those who trust me, those who are with me. I have no power over my decisions. Let change not be just a word, and finally speak the word of the heart. Let me accept what surrounds me, what awaits me. And let me finally be strong enough to say no. Finally I have to see: The world is not crazy, it's me. It wasn't someone else who made a mistake, who seduced me, and it's not over yet, because this war isn't over yet. Maybe it hasn't even begun yet. It doesn't really hurt, it doesn't burn yet. My blood often gets me into trouble, by someone who isn't me, and who I don't ask for it. But who am I lying to, and who am I? It will be time to rest, because I can't stay without answers. No, I can't stay!! There must be answers!
