Alarm went off. I looked at it. It looked at me. We called it quits. Coffee went cold. Head went loud. Body said no. Brain said proud. One foot forward. Two steps back. Lost my thought. Where’s that at? Everybody’s moving. I’m standing still. Not being lazy. Just paying the bill. So… Fuck today. Fuck today, I’ll try again tomorrow. Fuck today, I’ll try again tomorrow. Not giving up. Not giving in. Just pressing pause on the mess I’m in. Fuck today… I’ll try again tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow. Brain fog. Legs ache. Wrong turn. Big mistake. Phone rings. Don’t answer. Too much noise. Need a dancer. Thoughts race. Time crawls. Big plans. Small walls. I had a list. I lost the list. Found the list. Didn’t exist. Excellent. There’s a black dog in the hallway. There’s a fog bank in my brain. There’s a tiny little voice saying, “Mate, do it again.” So I do. Eventually. Maybe. Fuck today, I’ll try again tomorrow. Fuck today, I’ll try again tomorrow. Not giving up. Not giving in. Just pressing pause on the mess I’m in. Fuck today… I’ll try again tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow I’ll get it right. Maybe tomorrow I’ll sleep tonight. Maybe tomorrow I’ll find my head. Maybe tomorrow I’ll leave the bed. Or maybe not. Fuck today, I’ll try again tomorrow. Fuck today, I’ll try again tomorrow. One more day. One more spin. Same old world. Different grin. Fuck today… I’ll try again tomorrow. Tomorrow… Try again… Tomorrow… Yeah… Fuck today.
