[Verse 1] Used to count cash by the glow of a cracked screen Phone full of names I should never have seen Little bag, big lie, thought I ran this town Eyes wide, no sleep, watched my soul break down Mama on the line sayin’, “Boy, I feel you slippin’” I just laughed it off, heart numb, hands drippin’ Friends turned ghosts when the dust hit the air Every high, like a prayer to a God that ain’t there [Chorus] Male: This my greatest defeat, yeah, I lost that war Chasin’ drugs, chasin’ money till I hit that floor Female: All that noise in your head, you can’t find the door Both: You had it all in your hands, now you’re beggin’ for more This my greatest defeat, watch me drown in the score Chasin’ drugs, chasin’ money till it ain’t there anymore [Verse 2] I heard sirens in my chest long before the street screamed Promised I would quit, then I slipped back, weak schemes Threw my future in the fire just to feel that heat Every dollar that I stacked just fed the beast I was king of the night, crown made of smoke Every joke that I cracked just hid that choke I betrayed who I loved, I betrayed my own name You can’t bargain with the devil once you’re deep in the game (nah) [Chorus] Male: This my greatest defeat, yeah, I lost that war Chasin’ drugs, chasin’ money till I hit that floor Female: All that noise in your head, you can’t find the door Both: You had it all in your hands, now you’re beggin’ for more This my greatest defeat, watch me drown in the score Chasin’ drugs, chasin’ money till it ain’t there anymore [Bridge] Female: You were reaching for the sky, fell straight through the ground (fell straight) Male: Thought the rush made you loud, now you scared of the sound (too loud) Female: All the chaos that you worshiped leaves you empty and cold Both: Greatest defeat that you carry is the lie that you’re gold [Chorus] Male: This my greatest defeat, yeah, I lost that war Chasin’ drugs, chasin’ money till I hit that floor (hit that floor) Female: All that noise in your head, you can’t find the door Both: You had it all in your hands, now you’re beggin’ for more This my greatest defeat, but I’m callin’ it out If I ever make it back, it’s from layin’ it down (layin’ it down)