[Verse I] I’ve rehearsed a thousand exits Without ever leaving the room I know how the door handle feels But not the step beyond it [Verse II] I’ve archived every version of me That almost became someone Like notebooks with the pages torn out Stacked in drawers I never open [Refrain] This place I stand Isn’t stillness It’s a hallway Without lights [Fragment] Today I touched an idea And let go before it turned to choice Afraid it might reshape me Into someone real [Verse III] My courage doesn’t shout It mumbles through cracked teeth Each attempt a quiet rehearsal For a play I’m not cast in [bridge] Some days, I’m fluent in futures I don’t believe in Other times, I rewrite the past just to survive the present The truth is—I envy the decisive The ones who jump without naming the fall [Chorus] If I move Don’t follow— Let the path stay wild Let my mistakes be mine entirely Let me misstep Not to fall But to hear the sound Of something breaking That isn’t me That isn’t me... That isn’t me...