Go so long just to watch it shatter, Taken away, nothing left to matter. The meds they give just trigger a spin, Drawn to the edge where the storms begin. Go so long without a trace, Just to wake up staring at a swollen face. Just to wake up staring, a total blank space. Did I fall down to the bathroom floor? Or did my world just collapse once more? The clock is ticking but the hands are still, Bending the mind against my will! Wake up days later, just to ask what happened! They tell me it's over, tell me it's been days! Unequal and broken, standing out of time, Forgetting the reasons, erasing the line! Lost it all and I can't look back, Torn entirely right off the track! Questioning life, every choice I made. Watching the ghost of a normal life fade. What is normal? Not this chain. Not this cycle of shadow and pain. Do I just quit, or do I fight? Caught in the middle of a permanent night. Is it time to surrender the throne? To leave the wreckage and walk alone? The clock is ticking but the hands are still, Bending the mind against my will! Wake up days later, just to ask what happened! They tell me it's over, tell me it's been days! Unequal and broken, standing out of time, Forgetting the reasons, erasing the line! Lost it all and I can't look back, Torn entirely right off the track! Questioning life... Why me? What's normal? Not this... Maybe it’s time to close the gate... Let the champion claim my fate...
