Verse1 Yea listen… Listen… It’s about to hit him, Just give me a minute. Ready? Ya, spit shit. I’m trying to find my self music, That’s why I’m driven. Focusing on myself, Wicked written’s, page just listens. raw content because it’s human-written. I was weak before, close to bedridden But now I’m growing making difference. Real in my lines, raw inspecting. Of all my writtens, Be my daily mission. looking back and thinking it’s fixing, A lot of problems I had. I’m something different. Got clear vision, On a mission, Go the distance. No falling no stumbling, If there’s a setback just get back, Don’t be tripping. Don’t need recognition, I just need to live it. Took a couple bad routes, But I’m changing directions. Some days lose my ways, But still find engnition Fighting through the worst of my decisions, Still I’m wicked, But not losing to addiction. [Verse 2] I ain’t looking for permission, Made enough of bad decisions. Had to sit back for a minute, Figure out what I was missing. Turns out I wasn’t listening, Too caught up in my own shit. Had a lot of things to say, But never knew how to word it. Now I’m putting work in, Still don’t know if it’s working. But I’m better than I was, And that’s enough to keep me certain. I ain’t perfect, never claimed it, Got some habits I’m still changing. Some people think I’m different, Yeah, no shit, that’s what I’m saying. I ain’t trying to be famous, I just wanna make some changes. Used to waste a lot of time, Now I’m learning how to save it. I got tired of complaining, About the shit I wasn’t changing. Funny how I wanted better, But kept doing all the same shit. [Hook] I’m still figuring it out, Still got shit I gotta fix. Still got days I wanna quit, But I don’t give into that shit. I been down, I been distant, Had to learn to mind my business. I ain’t where I wanna be, But I’m a long way from where I’ve been. [Verse 3] I don’t need another lecture, I already know the difference. Between saying that you want it, And actually being consistent. I been guilty of that shit, Making plans and never sticking. Had to quit the fucking talking, Put some action in decisions. I ain’t better than nobody, I just know I’m getting better. Used to let the smallest problems, Turn into a fucking wreckage. Now I deal with what I’m dealt with, Try to keep my shit together. If I fuck up, then I fuck up, Doesn’t mean it’s fucked forever. I still got a lot to learn, Got some bridges that I burned. Got some lessons I ignored, Till they finally got me hurt. I can’t change what already happened, I can change what happens next. And I ain’t gotta prove a thing, I’m just trying to earn respect. [Final Hook] I’m still figuring it out, Still got shit I gotta fix. Still got days I wanna quit, But I don’t give into that shit. I been down, I been distant, Had to learn to mind my business. I ain’t where I wanna be, But I’m a long way from where I’ve been. [Outro] Yeah, listen… I ain’t saying I got it figured out. Not even close. But I’m doing something about it. And that’s different.