I watched the rain fall down my window tonight, Each drop looked like a memory passing by. Your old jacket still hangs where you left it behind, I should throw it away, but I don't know why. The coffee gets cold on the side of my bed, There are things I still wish I had said. Your number is saved, but I never call, Somehow missing you became missing it all. I walk through the streets where we used to meet, Same old buildings, different heartbeat. People keep moving, the world carries on, But something inside me has already gone. You took the warmth from an ordinary day, Now even summer somehow feels grey. I learned that goodbye doesn't need a sound, Sometimes someone leaves while they're still around. And I keep one picture beneath my pillow, Not because I love you, but because I can't let go. Maybe I'm foolish, maybe I'm weak, But your name is the one thing I never speak. I wonder if you ever think of me, When the night gets quiet and you can't sleep. Do you remember the promises we made, Or did they disappear with the love that faded? I don't want revenge, I don't want blame, I just wish I could forget your face. Some wounds don't bleed, some scars don't show, Some people leave, but never really go. Tomorrow I'll wake and I'll try once again, I'll tell myself I'm stronger than then. I'll open the curtains and let daylight in, But I'll still feel the place where you had been. Maybe one day I'll finally understand, Why you let go when I held your hand. Until that day, I'll carry this weight, Learning to live with a love that came too late. If I could go back, I'd change nothing at all, Because even heartbreak taught me to feel it all. You were not forever, but you were real, And that's why losing you still hurts this deep.
