One Thousand Shots [Favorite]

If I’m being honest, I consider suicide every couple of days I don’t want to die; it’s that I’m afraid of getting old and gray I don't wanna wake up and find out that I'm all alone some day I’m afraid of being hopeless; being mentally ill and homeless Part of me thinks that I’m going to bounce back Wake up one of these days, and finally say “Fuck That.” I’m never going to give up or sleep on the floor I’ve taken a thousand shots, and I’ll do a thousand more Everybody says that everything is going to be okay But what happens when your parents die and fade away? You can’t sleep on a bed that just gets thrown one day Friends say they’re your friends; will they be in the end? Part of me thinks that I’m going to bounce back Wake up one of these days, and finally say “Fuck That.” I’m never going to give up or sleep on the floor I’ve taken a thousand shots, and I’ll do a thousand more Bridge: I’m afraid of being hopeless Mentally ill and homeless I’m afraid of being dope sick Emotional brokenness Part of me thinks that I’m going to bounce back Wake up one of these days, and finally say “Fuck That.” I’m never going to give up or sleep on the floor I’ve taken a thousand shots, and I’ll do a thousand more