where I'll finally change ( ft/ SOUL L33K

[verse] Im sinking, I'm sinking yeah. can't stop thinking of when you left. drinking, I'm drinking my sorrows away (away). feeling lost in this abyss. This hells so cold and I cant rest. [prechorus] so whats it gonna take, will I ever find a way. Today will be the day, where Ill finally change. [chorus] I'm on my knees, praying and searching for answers, I'm begging please would you help me find a way. I'm going nowhere till I can find the words to say, today's the day where I'll finally learn to change. [verse -soul l33k] I’m fading, I’m fading, yeah, my thoughts are turning gray, Every night feels like a battle I keep losing anyway. I’m pacing, I’m pacing through the echoes in my head, Every word you ever said still repeating what I dread. I’m drowning in the silence, but it’s screaming out your name, Trying to forget you but the feeling stays the same. I’m breaking, I’m breaking, but I hide it with a smile, Walking through this darkness feels like miles and miles. The mirror shows a stranger I don’t recognize at all, Someone who kept standing but forgot how not to fall. I’m reaching for a lifeline, but it slips right through my hands, Trying to rebuild myself from pieces in the sand. And I don’t know if I’m healing or just getting good at pain, But I swear I’ll keep on fighting, I won’t let this be my end [chorus] I'm on my knees, praying and searching for answers, I'm begging please would you help me find a way. I'm going nowhere till I can find the words to say, today's the day where I'll finally learn to change.I'm on my knees, praying and searching for answers, I'm begging please would you help me find a way. I'm going nowhere till I can find the words to say, today's the day I'll finally learn to change.