[Verse 1] I'm scraping the pain out of my skull Rebuilding and drilling my own way Recovery through pain ins and downs and spaces And it took me breaking down completely to finally realize I'm crazy I'm seeing right through Or am I seeing truth just space me Guess I'll do it anyways and see where the art will take me [Chorus] Making art a routine Is it an outlet or Russian roulette? Where and what do I get? A solution or a different kind of regret? Promises, adheps, a broken concepts and things we all regret [Verse 2] Curiosity hits me like legs chafing See-through door that was easy to ignore Until I wound up breaking down on a bathroom floor Fed up with my head down, dallying and cracks in the marble floor Forget World War III, we skip right to four And Trump's busting down my door I'm having a hard time seeing shit, I can't tell where these lines go Here I got an idiot, idiot, open your eyeballs Kind of stupidity that deserves eye rolls It's like driving with a woman after a club's night out, slow drunk and eyes closed You're making me paranoid, just take me home [Chorus] Making art a routine Is it an outlet or Russian roulette? Where and what do I get? A solution or a different kind of regret? Promises, adheps, a broken concepts and things we all regret [Verse 3] I feel some tension, yeah, deep in my bones I can't reliably tell you if I'm broke or just getting old Pretty soon I'll be a grandpa telling stories to my grandkids You know, back in my day I was around when the first man sold his soul They'll probably just say put your teeth in, grandpa, we can't understand anything, can we go play? They didn't understand it, but made the old man blank out Back to the day where he doesn't remember blacking out The pain, putting on old war VHS tapes of war back in those days Watching his history getting bloody and deeply personal And memories, miseries [Chorus] Making art a routine Is it an outlet or Russian roulette? Where and what do I get? A solution or a different kind of regret? Promises, adheps, a broken concepts and things we all regret
